Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
So yeah. Well .. saw the cardiologist. She was rude .. very short with me .. but she ordered more tests. She listened .. but she didn’t seem .. I don’t know. I’m doubting. So well … here we are .. again. Waiting. Trusting in God. Being patient. I am gonna have a holter monitor […]
So I had another doctor appointment. I saw a new cardiologist. He was alright. Well he had bloodwork and the second holter monitor- did I tell y’all that already? Oh it’s been a busy couple of weeks…. So anyways, I got results back from the bloodwork. My blood platelet count was high and my neutrophil […]
Well … thanksgiving has come and passed. And well family came and? I remembered and I chilled right? Ha. It was good for a bit but I didn’t drink my water. I had just had my second holter monitor test and wasn’t eating or drinking correctly. I overdid it. Then after that the plumber came […]
So yesterday I saw the new cardiologist … the best part? My brain fog was horrible .. it’s still horrible. Well here we start one more time. Well the appointment went well. I can’t even think about it – my brain fog is fierce right now. He immediately put me on a holter monitor. Again. […]
So there’s this meme going around for chronic illness suffers. It goes along the lines “getting normal medical test results leads to the doctor saying you’re fine” well that happened. Wait lemme get it for you… Couldn’t find it but this is close: Sigh. My holter monitor results came back normal – thank God. But […]
My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying. We are going through some other stuff – not my place to […]
I hate the times of “hurry up and wait” … it’s the worst. Y’all know I’ve had a case or 10 of those. Sigh. Well here we go again. My cardiologist appointment? Postponed until my results of the holter monitor thing is done. Okay Lord. Okay. I’ll hurry up and wait…I hate waiting but I […]
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
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