Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I mean….kids. right? I mean…… all the frustrations in the world come when you have kids. They never listen and they are always fighting back. For example? My kids like to play in the other room with their toys and they have got my ability…..gift….they’re loud. Like holy-goodness-are-you-deaf? loud. Anyways, they always end up arguing […]
It’s easy for us to be bitter. Shoo .. take a look at my old posts. You can see for yourself I have issues being bitter. God forgive me The kids and I just watched an episode of torch lighters .. a program that tells the story of several martyrs of Christ. We just finished […]
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time […]
So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]
I’m such a go getter. If I see something that needs to be done? I do it. I don’t ask for help. I just do. Then? I get bitter and mad that no one else sees or fixes it. Yeah .. not my shining moment but ya know that’s what needing to be in control […]
Before moving, I have noticed the kids grew more and more distant. once we moved? I started having more conversations with them. When we started having more conversations? I noticed a change. A huge change – they were closer. To us and each other. They were happier. They were more relaxed. They were curious. The […]
I go through my moments .. especially since getting sick: “oh my life is horrible” .. “poor me” .. “no one understands”. And so on. I recently went through that. It’s hard living this Spoonie life. Makes ya wanna feel sorry for yourself and push out life. Y’all I have been so tired lately I […]
I’m done. My eyebrow? I mean .:. This is just not fair. Take a look for yourself at the continuing issue… Now I’m losing hair in the middle of my eyebrow. My daughter says I look cool .. sigh. I’m tired of my weird body. Lord please grant me wisdom on how to deal with […]
Lord I understand that you are trying to teach us patience .. but please can we stop learning this lesson? Lord I know you have a plan, but why does this have to be so difficult? We have had thing after thing these past 2+ years. Why? Honestly? This ain’t fair … this is beyond […]
With dysautonomia .. it’s hard for me to function. Most days? I’m good if I lay on the couch. I can have conversations, I can have energy at the end of the day. I mean, I even have the kids come to me with homeschooling…but those rough days? I can’t even brain. II was trying […]
How Jesus Changed Me 