Ok ok I’m finally learning

I got great news! I’m finally learning to let go of control. Ok ok … I still am a huge knucklehead but im learning. What can I say? I’m a work in progress. But I’m learning. So I had a horrible appointment with my last cardiologist and I was set on not going to another […]

Leaning

I’m learning more and more about how much I need to be leaning on the everlasting arms… What a fellowship, what a joy divine,Leaning on the everlasting arms;What a blessedness, what a peace is mine,Leaning on the everlasting arms.Leaning, leaning,Safe and secure from all alarms;Leaning, leaning,Leaning on the everlasting arms.Oh, how sweet to walk in […]

True joy

I love this song by Tauren Wells – “there will be joy”. It’s a great song, I would encourage you to check it out. But it doesn’t speak of real true joy. Ok ok chill out – it’s a great song. But I have an issue with the line: “…if it’s not good then he’s […]

Low blow

The other day I talked about a trial we are going through – it has to deal with others so I’m gonna be vague – but it’s a low blow. It’s actually a couple of difficult, different things. And each? Makes me so frustrated. Hey I said I shouldn’t complain – never said I wouldn’t. […]

Confessing

Ok I’m confessing the truth … I opened up my Instagram account again. There’s a certain draw to that app. It’s weird. Well .. I honestly started it up again so I can find out more information on POTS. And I did – but then I started noticing other things. I was looking for attention. […]