im mad

Lord……yea im admitting it. Im mad. But seriously? Why? why do I hafta go through this? Forgive me Lord but I dont want to go through this. I want to be healthy for my family. I want to not be in pain. I want to be that mom for my kids. I hate being out […]

Third time

I wanna be mad. I am struggling with the thoughts “does God really love me?” I’m struggling with anger but mostly I’m defeated. Well the exterminator is now scheduled for a third time … I have now prepped my house twice to no avail. Twice y’all and? I still wasn’t prepared enough. Had my crying […]