Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Yeah its not what you think its about….mental health and the church. Its not an angry post. not anything but the truth of a woman who tried to kill herself more times than she can count and how the church worked into that life. I, 3000%, believe that mental health is medical issue. In certain […]
I like sharing my life. Sharing what I’m learning, sharing what I’ve been through, and so on. But ya know what else I’m gonna share? The ugly parts too, why? Cause I’m real I know for a fact that people struggle – but for some reason these same people think they are alone. I’m one […]
ya know there is such a thing as knowing too much. Oh yeah – i said it. There is. Too much leads to things like thinking you are better …. than anyone. It leads to you thinking you know it all when that is far from the case. Take me. When I found out I […]
Had an interesting conversation with my kids that I want to share with you. You .. right there, right now … have a purpose. The enemy wants you to forget that – I forget that a lot. But fight those thoughts. You have a purpose You are important You are loved Don’t ever forget that […]
So remember how I told you I was on meds that literally could’ve killed me? And that clinically speaking I was addicted to a med that was overprescribed? Ok then .. click the links if you don’t know. Well it’s been 1 month and I am officially off the meds that could’ve killed me – […]
So I had another doctor appointment. I saw a new cardiologist. He was alright. Well he had bloodwork and the second holter monitor- did I tell y’all that already? Oh it’s been a busy couple of weeks…. So anyways, I got results back from the bloodwork. My blood platelet count was high and my neutrophil […]
Y’all … I am beat down. I’m just .. struggling honestly. I am so tired and frustrated and I absolutely hate this feeling. My body is just so worn down y’all. We were driving home from church today and the sun was shining brightly. It literally felt like fire on me. I know it was […]
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
I actually hate that word: “weird”. I don’t use it as a bad word in this house – but I do discourage the kids from using it. And? They are using different words to describe someone. I want the kids to understand that being weird applies to ….. animals or something like that. Not people. […]
Hi my friend – oh yes. I said it. I’m going on … 16yrs married and 19yrs devoted to my lover man. 13yrs as a mom and One thing I have learned? This mom life … wife life … whatever you want to call it? Is so freaking lonely. This sucks. Being the one that […]
How Jesus Changed Me 