Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the […]
Y’all know how I tried to keep up with vlogs? See my vlog link below .. but my brain has kept me from being able to make sense most days lately. So I decided to update my idea. I opened back up my instagram acct I’ve cut back on it a lot .. and to […]
I love that song: Graves into gardens. I’ll put the links later in the post. But it perfectly describes where I am at lately. Well technically I’m in a flare and I can barely do anything – but spiritually? I’ve never felt such peace. This grave has finally become a garden Last year this time […]
Before moving, I have noticed the kids grew more and more distant. once we moved? I started having more conversations with them. When we started having more conversations? I noticed a change. A huge change – they were closer. To us and each other. They were happier. They were more relaxed. They were curious. The […]
With dysautonomia .. it’s hard for me to function. Most days? I’m good if I lay on the couch. I can have conversations, I can have energy at the end of the day. I mean, I even have the kids come to me with homeschooling…but those rough days? I can’t even brain. II was trying […]
Y’all … I am beat down. I’m just .. struggling honestly. I am so tired and frustrated and I absolutely hate this feeling. My body is just so worn down y’all. We were driving home from church today and the sun was shining brightly. It literally felt like fire on me. I know it was […]
It’s been a couple of days since I wrote … but I finally had a realization. My role in this world. To be a witness to those I come across. I’ve found peace and strength by changing my focus on my situation and on God. I’m not gonna lie and say I got it all […]
Lord. Sorry. My bad. I’ve been complaining how I have Covid and no one is giving me rest. Whoops. Lord I know you want me to be in ministry but is this what you meant? No rest? No peace time? I’m tired Lord. It’s been a long stinking day and it’s not even noon. I […]
What is the true call of God? I’ve been praying and seeking out God on this. Cause you know God never calls the prepared or the ones who we think should be called. But what does that hafta do with me? Take a look at king David. He was considered a puny nobody by many. […]
God has been really powerful through this. Sending little miracles to get us through this time. The change, the move, the illness. God has provided grace and strength. My son has autism right? Typically a child with autism doesn’t do well with change – my son is like that. Well he has been so chill […]
How Jesus Changed Me 