Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I love this song by Tauren Wells – “there will be joy”. It’s a great song, I would encourage you to check it out. But it doesn’t speak of real true joy. Ok ok chill out – it’s a great song. But I have an issue with the line: “…if it’s not good then he’s […]
Lord I’m tired .. So tired of this house hunting!! Everything on sale .. is run down or poorly made or not taken care of. So we are still here .. In a house that a mouse lives in .. that has holes still … that is drafty .. we are still here. I don’t […]
So…last night was the first night without the strong meds. Well … lowered meds. I haven’t slept this well since before my second round of Covid. Thank you Lord!!!!! Quick recap: I was incorrectly prescribed a narcotic medication for years. My new doctor is taking me off of it slowly but surely. Withdrawal from this […]
So this? This down here? Is where we are at now. Oh sweet Lord … Oh and that’s not all… Apparently our shower needed to be replaced. My kids shower hasn’t worked since we moved. So there are holes all over until the rental company decides to fix it. Lord. Oh sweet and Heavenly Father. […]
I keep writing prayers about being scared and overwhelmed. Thought “hmmm…let’s explain a little more ..” So not only do we have critters, warped boards (to the point you feel like you’re about to go through the floor), not only do we have 1 working shower, not only do we have holes around the house […]
We almost bought a house! So so so close. We had the papers to sign and then got the call? Someone else already bought it Not gonna lie I was disappointed. I hate this house. God forgive me but I do. But as I sat in my disappointment the other day, I remembered a recent […]
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
And yet another offer bites the dust. I am so beyond frustrated right now. Lord, I know I just want an offer so I can have a reason to move out. Well ya know what I mean. I am looking forward to the offer so that I know it’s time for us to leave this […]
Y’all know I’m not patient. I am the first to admit it & my husband is the same. So when we got like 4 offers on the house in 3 wks and in every single one of them something happened? We knew God was hitting pause for a reason. I hate waiting. Hubby was getting […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
How Jesus Changed Me 