I ain’t gonna sugar coat it: Being a Christian is difficult. A lot are under the impression that life gets easier when you choose to follow God – but it don’t. In fact I would even choose to say it gets harder Why would I say something so bold? Well think about it – first […]
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Colder
We still haven’t been able to fix our ac system yet. Working out logistics and all that. It’s a warm day, I have the ac on. Doesn’t work much but we have it on to get some air flowing. So I’m sitting in the master bedroom doing laundry, had to step in the master bath […]
The God who sees
El Roi means the God who sees…but does he see me? I went through this awesome book about the names of God. This one always stuck out to me cause I always dealt with – not being seen. Especially going through this .. whatever you want to call my health journey .. I feel constantly […]
Judging people
Be careful how you judge people. I mean the Bible calls us to judge righteously right? But make sure you are emphasizing that latter part. Righteously. Here’s what I mean … What you see: What you don’t see: It’s hard to judge a person based only on their looks. You don’t know how or why […]
Moving day!
Y’all it’s moving day! The day I have waited for is finally here and? I’m terrified. I am literally sitting on my bed not being able to move cause it’s just so much. The remaining packing .. the move .. the ac stuff .. it’s all just … it’s got me frozen in frustration. And […]
Great
Lord things are not heading our way. Things are overwhelming again. My body is aching horribly .. MCAS is taking away a lot of my foods. But I say: Great are you Lord All the Earth will shout Your praiseOur hearts will cry, these bones will singGreat are You Lord(Come on say, all the Earth […]
Chocolate apples bananas
Today I’ve realized that even the most minor food allergens? Screw with my heart. Like chocolate .. apples .. bananas .. pretzels .. any sugar. Yesterday I ate a breakfast oval from an allergy friendly company – today? my heart rate hit 181 doing laundry. Lord .. I’m so overwhelmed and tired with how much […]
Injuries suck
My husband is injured – possibly needs surgery. I have ehlers danlos and of course dislocated my knee (from sitting too long) … injuries suck. The best part? We need to move out before the end of March … My heart rate is still crazy – the palpitations have lessened so much but my rate […]
Ain’t fair
So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. […]
Lord
Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]