Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Lord I understand that you are trying to teach us patience .. but please can we stop learning this lesson? Lord I know you have a plan, but why does this have to be so difficult? We have had thing after thing these past 2+ years. Why? Honestly? This ain’t fair … this is beyond […]
So I found another doctor, but I hafta wait til they call me for an appointment. I hate waiting. I keep thinking they won’t call me back – it’s been a week. They told me it should be 48hrs. Patience is difficult. This is so me right now… I’m gonna call in a few to […]
Hi. My name is Jessica and I have absolutely no patience. None. At all. I remember when I was a teen I prayed those fateful words: “Lord please teach me to be patient”. Here we are 20+ years later? I’m still learning. But its slowly starting to stick with me. Take my tumor situation – […]
I hate writing this but it’s true: as a Christian? You are gonna fail. And ya know what? God knows you’re gonna fail and still loves you. You think becoming closer to God, you are never gonna have doubts? That you are always gonna trust .:. That you will have the faith to move mountains […]
I hate it – from the depths of my soul – when I see a need not being met. So I go and do. Whether I want to or not. It pains me not doing a thing. But here I am .. not doing a thing cause my body says no. I guess it has […]
Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]
I’m a big knucklehead Lord. Thank you for your peace and grace. I thank you for your patience. I thank you for loving me. Thank you for always being there. I thank you Lord for your healing touch and the fact that it’s not what they thought it was.
Lord, as I sit here in the heat and humidity cause the ac is not working, I can’t help but thank you. Thank you Lord for loving me Thank you Lord for your grace Thank you Lord for what you are teaching me Thank you Lord for being so patient with me Thank you Lord […]
So I finally got my follow up appointment with my new cardiologist. Today is March 14th .. my appointment? June 16th … more waiting. I hate waiting. I ain’t gonna sugar coat this Lord .. this sucks. Majorly. I know you have a plan – but does this hafta be so long and difficult? I […]
So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had […]
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