So I found another doctor, but I hafta wait til they call me for an appointment. I hate waiting. I keep thinking they won’t call me back – it’s been a week. They told me it should be 48hrs. Patience is difficult. This is so me right now… I’m gonna call in a few to […]
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patience
Hi. My name is Jessica and I have absolutely no patience. None. At all. I remember when I was a teen I prayed those fateful words: “Lord please teach me to be patient”. Here we are 20+ years later? I’m still learning. But its slowly starting to stick with me. Take my tumor situation – […]
True joy
I love this song by Tauren Wells – “there will be joy”. It’s a great song, I would encourage you to check it out. But it doesn’t speak of real true joy. Ok ok chill out – it’s a great song. But I have an issue with the line: “…if it’s not good then he’s […]
Thank you Lord
Thank you Lord for your goodness Thank you Lord for your grace Thank you Lord for being so patient with me Thank you Lord for your care Thank you Lord for dying for me Thank you Lord for always being there
Low blow
The other day I talked about a trial we are going through – it has to deal with others so I’m gonna be vague – but it’s a low blow. It’s actually a couple of difficult, different things. And each? Makes me so frustrated. Hey I said I shouldn’t complain – never said I wouldn’t. […]
Diet changes
Well .:. I have my appointment with the POTS cardiologist. In March … sigh. Well … now I hafta wait. In the meantime .. like I said previously: I make the changes I can to help my symptoms. Diet changes, exercise changes, and clothing. March 1st come soon – please God. So as far as […]
im scared
I’m scared. Got a new symptom that at first was once in a blue moon, now I’m fighting it constantly. Numbness and coldness in my hands… It started out just a finger numb for a bit then I would pop my knuckles and I felt better. Or I would pump my hands open and closed […]
Still here…
Lord I’m tired .. So tired of this house hunting!! Everything on sale .. is run down or poorly made or not taken care of. So we are still here .. In a house that a mouse lives in .. that has holes still … that is drafty .. we are still here. I don’t […]
Well here we are again..
So yeah. Well .. saw the cardiologist. She was rude .. very short with me .. but she ordered more tests. She listened .. but she didn’t seem .. I don’t know. I’m doubting. So well … here we are .. again. Waiting. Trusting in God. Being patient. I am gonna have a holter monitor […]
I’m scared
Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you […]
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