Search results for: “patience”

  • Patience

    Patience

    Lord I understand that you are trying to teach us patience .. but please can we stop learning this lesson? Lord I know you have a plan, but why does this have to be so difficult? We have had thing after thing these past 2+ years. Why? Honestly? This ain’t fair … this is beyond…

  • Patience is difficult

    So I found another doctor, but I hafta wait til they call me for an appointment. I hate waiting. I keep thinking they won’t call me back – it’s been a week. They told me it should be 48hrs. Patience is difficult. This is so me right now… I’m gonna call in a few to…

  • patience

    patience

    Hi. My name is Jessica and I have absolutely no patience. None. At all. I remember when I was a teen I prayed those fateful words: “Lord please teach me to be patient”. Here we are 20+ years later? I’m still learning. But its slowly starting to stick with me. Take my tumor situation –…

  • Not doing a thing

    Not doing a thing

    I hate it – from the depths of my soul – when I see a need not being met. So I go and do. Whether I want to or not. It pains me not doing a thing. But here I am .. not doing a thing cause my body says no. I guess it has…

  • I’m a knucklehead

    I’m a knucklehead

    I’m a big knucklehead Lord. Thank you for your peace and grace. I thank you for your patience. I thank you for loving me. Thank you for always being there. I thank you Lord for your healing touch and the fact that it’s not what they thought it was.

  • Wrong. So wrong

    Wrong. So wrong

    So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had…

  • I’m scared

    I’m scared

    Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you…

  • Trusting God

    Trusting God

    It’s been a weird time here. Both my husband and I are in a teaching storm. It’s been a time where I need to trust God and where my husband needs to learn patience (his words). Holy Moses it’s been a time of trusting and waiting. I’m grateful for this time tho. God has been…

  • In other news

    In other news

    In other “what is happening now” news, my vacuum? Almost set fire … well we think it might have. Hold on… We were out and came back home and smelled something weird. Walking around we couldn’t find the source My husband and kids were searching and I was about to go upstairs and give up…

  • Who has the power?

    Who has the power?

    Ok. Ok. Bear with me here but really think about this question: who has the power? I know seems like a foolish question as a Christian right? But no. There’s a …. Group of people who believe that they have some power on how their lives play out. “Name it and claim it” … ya…