That was ingrained in me since I could remember. Don’t be prideful about anything AT ALL or you’re going to hell. And pride? Is liking things about yourself. So when I started liking what I looked like in the mirror? Bam. I started to feel guilty. I was a failure The wicked, through the pride of his […]
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Things are rough here
Things are rough here .. yes. I am currently going through some symptoms that include weakness to the point of collapsing. It’s even gotten as far as passing out. But? I push on. I want to be able to shut out the world and just stay in all day. Especially on a flare day. Shoo […]
I’ve just seen Jesus
Ever heard of Sandi Patty or Larnel Harris? Oh boy I hope I spelled that right. Anyways they sang a song together: I’ve just seen Jesus. It’s a beautiful song … click here to listen. My mom used to listen to both these artists regularly growing up – don’t know why she stopped. Anywheyz Real […]
expectations
we all have these expectations in life right? We expect to …. i don’t know …. get married … have kids … white picket fence … and so on. Expectations on what our life should look like. the way things should be. But thats not life. Why? Cause God is in control – not us. […]
Doing the dishes
Y’all know me. I am huge fan of my husband, he’d kind … loving … such a big heart. He has taught me so much about being a servant though. No seriously. How? Well let me tell you: He sucks at doing the dishes. I know, i know such a thing to pick about but […]
thats messed up
I’m trying to make these in order of my life. but as yall will see? Its all messed up. My life i mean. Nah. thats not the full facts. You see I lost sight of God. Yes, I was a christian all my life – but we arent perfect. Case in point? Me Well I […]
Today
Today is my birthday (SIDENOTE: not actually today – wrote this on my actual birthday). Today I turned 41. Am I an old fart? Yes. Do I act my age? Not even close. I spent most of my childhood caring what people think. I spent too much time not being the Jessica God created me […]
Rebel
I am such a rebel. I don’t wear that label with pride. Its just a fact. People tell me certain things and just like that? I question them. I guess its just the side effect of going through what I did? But nothing seems right. And for a while? I thought that was something wrong […]