Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I am such a rebel. I don’t wear that label with pride. Its just a fact. People tell me certain things and just like that? I question them. I guess its just the side effect of going through what I did? But nothing seems right. And for a while? I thought that was something wrong […]
through this time y’all? i’m learning. i’m learning what it truly means to be a servant – not a slave a servant. Its a freaking difficult lesson to learn because … well I just want to rebel from that idea. ya know? Being told you are growing up to be a slave (see previous link […]
I haven’t really been talking about how Jesus changed me based on stories from my life. Sorry. I told y’all C-PTSD is complicated. Some days I cant even think about it. But then? I remember that time….there was that time i was a bully. Man. I haven’t thought about this in forever. But in high […]
Hi my friend – oh yes. I said it. I’m going on … 16yrs married and 19yrs devoted to my lover man. 13yrs as a mom and One thing I have learned? This mom life … wife life … whatever you want to call it? Is so freaking lonely. This sucks. Being the one that […]
Bear with me this post does apply to Christianity but Yup. There’s a problem with Star Wars … it doesn’t follow the story. I mean the new movies. It has taken on a world of its own and doesn’t honor any of what is called canon. Canon is what makes it…a good story. It’s what […]
y’all….I am such a wreck. Please and I cannot emphasize this enough. Please do not think otherwise. God I’m such a wreck. I am such a mess. I yell when I drive. I yell period. I snap at my husband. I snap at my kids. I get jealous. And on and on – we really […]
“I want to be a Christian but you don’t know what I’ve done. You don’t know who I am. You just don’t understand that God could never love me.” I have heard that so many times. A lot from myself actually. God could never love me. It was ingrained in me that I was never […]
I remember the first time I tried to kill myself. I was around 11 or 12 (my rebellious years) and I had a bad case of hiccups. I said to myself: “If I don’t stop the hiccups? I’m gonna stab myself.” And I picked up a knife and waited. Seconds went by and it finally […]
wait its not about that epidemic yall. Its a different type. “Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravenous wolves. Matthew 7:15-16 I know I talked about this before but y’all there is a mass epidemic of false prophets who are leading people away from God. And its […]
I think people like to use this term freely….I am free. Being free does not mean that we can do whatever we want – it means we don’t feel those compulsions. That we don’t feel those needs to do things to feel complete. Part of my testimony is that I …. well was a true […]
How Jesus Changed Me 