Y’all. I just got my euflexxa shot. This shot is a medicated gel that goes straight into my knee to help manage the arthritis and subluxation pain. oh holy goodness gracious great balls of fire was that painful. First off, I got to the appointment a little late. I was so concentrated on the fact […]
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thorn in the flesh
everyone has ideas as to what Paul means when he talks about a “thorn in the flesh”. He means his eye issues … he’s talking about his guilt of killing people …. and so on. I like they dont talk about what it was. Cause its the idea behind it. I know a thing or […]
So its Day 6
remember how I told you I was doing that love challenge for my husband? So its Day 6. Right? shoo….its February 10th. Yeah. Its …. wow. NO. not on his part but wow on my part. Like wow…how I really have this need to control stuff. Its ridiculous. Not only do I have that need […]
I’m tired of this
so heres what happening – just so you know why I’m tired of this. My grandma is dying. This woman was very influential in my life. She taught me to cook. She taught me to sew. She was one of the few people who accepted me for who I was. The odd duck. My thyroid […]
Blessings
I’ve talked about this several times but heres a run down of what you can do when … ya know when there are times … whew. No words can describe how overwhelmed I get. The feelings of inadequacy and failings come almost daily. But that’s when I hafta sit back and count my blessings. When […]
Loving the unlovable
loving the unlovable is something that God has been trying to teach me for years. Maybe preparation for the teen years? Maybe preparation for full time ministry? I dont know. What I do know? Its a freaking hard lesson to learn. For real folks. No words can describe how much I hate this lesson – […]
Little well known secret
I have a little….well known secret. I like scary movies. Well not really too scary. Not like demonic but like action packed. Like John Wick….like Predator….yeah i know. I notice when I am …. in a rageful mood i love movies like this. I dont get why. I just do. Like I need to see […]
Lonely
She sat there sipping her coffee….silently wanting to scream. Lonely. Thats what it was. Thats what filled her soul. Lonely, ugly, fat, stupid. Thats what she always was and thats all that she will ever be. Stop it Jess. Thats not true. Her toxic thoughts filled her mind. She hated that she had this struggle. […]
Ugly
I’ve always felt ugly. Always. Theres no if, ands or buts about that sentence. I grew up thinking I was gonna be fat and ugly – no. Thats not right. I grew up knowing I was fat and ugly. I knew I would never be good enough for anyone. I knew no one would love […]
Fight
I’ve always been a fighter. Well at least in my head. Shoo….I’m a good fighter too yall. I’ve “won” some amazing fights. Okay enough goofing around. Yall know about my abuse so yall know – I am not good at confrontation. Oh so not at all. I even hide from it. Doesnt help when you […]
How Jesus Changed Me 