Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
So. This last offer backed out. Again. I can’t even. I mean just when we begin … Lord what is happening? house is back on market. Y’all? Even the real estate agent even said he’s never seen anything like this. Well we moved in! It was interesting. The house is absolutely beautiful but it was […]
Through this crappy time, I’ve been learning a lot. Like? It’s all about attitude and your focus isn’t it? Cause if not? You’d be just wallowing in self pity and despair. That’s what I’ve been doing. Just check my twitter. I mean ..: I’m human. What else can I say? Spoonie life is rough and […]
ok so technically? I never finished the challenge – wha? Its hard when all you can think about is fighting the demons in your own head. But what did I learn? A lot. Like yeah, I’m supposed to be my husbands help – but i am also to be me. So i stepped up my […]
Jesus help me please. I feel like i am screaming in a room full of people who don’t care. Please rebuke Satan from my mind. I cry to you and ask that your Holy Spirit would just fill me. Fill me with you. You are all I want. Forgive me for losing sight of what […]
we all have these expectations in life right? We expect to …. i don’t know …. get married … have kids … white picket fence … and so on. Expectations on what our life should look like. the way things should be. But thats not life. Why? Cause God is in control – not us. […]
yeah this is an awkward topic. Suicide. This has made many people push me away – especially cause I talk about it. Openly. But I know this needs to be talked about. Too many people still believe that suicide is a selfish act. Too many people dont understand the truth of people with suicidal thoughts. […]
I have seen an increase in spiritual attacks on families. Specifically in marriages. Oh my friend. Its bad – i have seen marriages that I thought were on solid ground fall desperately a part. Why? For different reasons but the main? Is satan. He hates you. He hates me. He hates all of us. You […]
Lord I am so frustrated. I hate this time of trial. I hate this so much. It’s so frustrating and so lonely. God I hate this. Lord I know you are trying to teach me to trust. But it’s so hard. So freaking difficult. Ha. That’s the essence of trust isn’t it? Letting go and […]
Little secret for ya? I wanted to be a mom when I grew up because I wanted to be the one in charge. Yikes right? Yeah. Who’d a thunk? My mom – but thats a whole different…..thingie. Anyways, honestly? I am just a selfish selfish person who whines a whole lot. In essence? Not mom […]
sometimes I like to be just still. No noise. No people…..just me. Not depression. Not anxiety. Well maybe anxiety. You see there are just sometimes when people are just too much for me. And I just hide. Or I lash out. Lashing out seems to be the go to emotion for me. Thats all I’ll […]
How Jesus Changed Me 