Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I haven’t really been talking about how Jesus changed me based on stories from my life. Sorry. I told y’all C-PTSD is complicated. Some days I cant even think about it. But then? I remember that time….there was that time i was a bully. Man. I haven’t thought about this in forever. But in high […]
I am 10000% a jer….wait. Hold up. Sorry don’t wanna offend. I’m not a good person. I fail. I screw up. I cause strife. I’m human. But God in His mercy? Looks past that. I love Gods mercy. I mean have you seriously just stopped and thought about Gods mercy? I mean in this state […]
God has been really powerful through this. Sending little miracles to get us through this time. The change, the move, the illness. God has provided grace and strength. My son has autism right? Typically a child with autism doesn’t do well with change – my son is like that. Well he has been so chill […]
Through this crappy time, I’ve been learning a lot. Like? It’s all about attitude and your focus isn’t it? Cause if not? You’d be just wallowing in self pity and despair. That’s what I’ve been doing. Just check my twitter. I mean ..: I’m human. What else can I say? Spoonie life is rough and […]
remember how I told you I was doing that love challenge for my husband? So its Day 6. Right? shoo….its February 10th. Yeah. Its …. wow. NO. not on his part but wow on my part. Like wow…how I really have this need to control stuff. Its ridiculous. Not only do I have that need […]
Lately I’ve been going through it – as we know. Well the past week God has been showing me more and more about forgiveness. Well, since I’m such a perfect Christian and all….i did not see this coming. That it was a message for someone else and not me (insert a huge amount of sarcasm […]
I saw this post on the socials (sorry cant remember where) – where this person had a tattoo that says: Judas ate too. Then they started talking about how they are just like Judas and how Jesus is so kind and loving and merciful and…so on….that he let Judas eat the last supper with them. […]
I remember the first time I heard this. It was after they found the first tumor in my body. I remember thinking – “Everything is praise worthy?” why the heck am I gonna praise God about this for? Thats around the time I started pushing God away. Cause “if God is asking me to praise […]
Here’s moving part 2. I know you’ve been dying to know. Where was I? my husband gets the job. At this time we had cut off talks with the real estate agents but then before my husband even called them to … re-engage? I started packing. I got things off the wall. I packed up […]
My husband and I have been praying about a certain …. subject? Thought? I dont know. Topic. Lets leave it at that. We’ve been feeling the same thing about it – but have been wondering why God is showing us this. But then? Just when I think I know why – God shows me something […]
How Jesus Changed Me 