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January 12, 2023Jessica Torres

Confessing

Ok I’m confessing the truth … I opened up my Instagram account again. There’s a certain draw to that app. It’s weird. Well .. I honestly started it up again so I can find out more information on POTS. And I did – but then I started noticing other things. I was looking for attention. […]

May 17, 2022May 17, 2022Jessica Torres

Ay yi yi

I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? […]

March 1, 2022February 16, 2022Jessica Torres

How do you change the world?

I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]

January 25, 2022January 25, 2022Jessica Torres

An addict just sayin

As an addict of pain pills – it’s not easy. Especially when you suffer from chronic pain. Im just sayin: sitting here watching a movie and all I can think about is my neck pain and how good taking any pill would be. Anything to get rid of this pain. Simple. Easy. Just take one […]

October 26, 2021October 6, 2021Jessica Torres

you ever

you ever notice how busy you are? No I’m being serious. You ever sit there and think: “let me go read the bible” and get sidetracked by 50 million things? Or think about starting a devotional and get side tracked by all the house work that needs to be done? Or think “let me listen […]

October 13, 2021February 1, 2022Jessica Torres

I’m writing

I’m writing instead of screaming. I’m writing instead of crying. I’m writing because God is awesome. I’m writing because I need to. I’m writing instead of blasting social media. I’m writing in prayer. I’m writing to you Lord. I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel appreciated. I’m tired. Lord this sucks. I cry out to […]

August 25, 2021August 24, 2021Jessica Torres

Scared

So my healing process has been hampered – cause Ive been scared to move. No seriously. My neck has been slowly but surely swelling to the point that I was feeling a choking sensation. I called the doctor and he said as long as I am not choking? It was normal. But it kept getting […]