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January 20, 2023Jessica Torres

Thank you Lord

Thank you Lord for your goodness Thank you Lord for your grace Thank you Lord for being so patient with me Thank you Lord for your care Thank you Lord for dying for me Thank you Lord for always being there

December 15, 2022December 5, 2022Jessica Torres

Thank you Lord

So…last night was the first night without the strong meds. Well … lowered meds. I haven’t slept this well since before my second round of Covid. Thank you Lord!!!!! Quick recap: I was incorrectly prescribed a narcotic medication for years. My new doctor is taking me off of it slowly but surely. Withdrawal from this […]

November 9, 2022November 12, 2022Jessica Torres

Purpose of being thankful

I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]

September 6, 2022Jessica Torres

Thank you Lord

I love my Pinterest page. It’s weird and strange like me. Mixes of humorous memes and recipes and things like this – thank you Lord for this reminder.

March 22, 2023Jessica Torres

More waiting

So I finally got my follow up appointment with my new cardiologist. Today is March 14th .. my appointment? June 16th … more waiting. I hate waiting. I ain’t gonna sugar coat this Lord .. this sucks. Majorly. I know you have a plan – but does this hafta be so long and difficult? I […]

March 21, 2023Jessica Torres

Normal

I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]

March 16, 2023March 7, 2023Jessica Torres

So yeah … again

So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]

March 13, 2023Jessica Torres

Have you?

You’ve probably have noticed I’ve been posting a lot of praise songs. The reason why is cause I’ve finally realized how important it is to praise God, especially through those dark times. Have you? It’s so easy to concentrate on the bad – especially with the way things are going in this world. It’s so […]

March 9, 2023Jessica Torres

Today

Well it’s finally here. Today is my appointment with the POTS doctor. I am terrified Lord .. I don’t want another rude doctor. I don’t want to be humiliated again. I don’t want to be ignored. I don’t want to be belittled. But Lord if that is your will? So be it. I put my […]

February 27, 2023February 27, 2023Jessica Torres

Explanation

I believe that this picture deserves an explanation .. I mean beyond the obvious Star Wars reference. I mean an explanation as to how weird marriage is. I’m obsessed with the Star Wars (OG films) of course but .. this quote specifically is significant. So my husband is awesome .. my soul mate .. and […]