Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Looking at me .. I look fairly normal except for my eyebrow. You may think I have a political statement or fashion statement. But it’s really much simpler…I’m chronically ill It looks like I have half an eyebrow .. cause I do. Because of my POTS symptoms .. or hypothyroidism or family genetics .. or […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
yalll know how I just love doctors right? And after having seen just about too many of them (and none of them believing me) – i’m done. I have learned a couple of new tricks and tips and stuff to manage my symptoms and I was honestly convinced to not continue to getting diagnosed. I […]
I hate waiting – I know not shocking. But I know he has a perfect timing. In His perfect timing there is something so spectacular and wonderful. What it is? I don’t know. And I hate that. I’m sitting here … actually laying … writing this post after a long night of just pain. Why […]
Ever since my thyroid surgery, almost every single morning I’ve woken up and prayed: Lord help me. I just can’t do this. And? He has. No. Not helped me. He has literally been carrying me through this. There have been times where my knees are about to buckle from me about to pass out and […]
Okay. Okay. Bear with me as I weave a story of my … sorry bad brain fog moment. What was I saying? …. …. My symptoms! Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry OCD moment there – I legit still wanna say okay but we are pushing through Okay. Ugh. I’ve been weak, tired, dizzy, then I realized […]
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s […]
I do. No. Not I like carbs .. I love carbs. No this isnt a diet post or a health post. And I know we talked about this recently but bear with me….wait….bare….bear…which one is it? Anyways. I love a good sandwich. I love toast. I love…it all. Anyways. I went keto to lose the […]
Yeah here I am talking about that Spoonie life again. Oh well. But bear with me cause I am gonna use that to show you how Jesus changed me. Long story short? It’s been a crappy 3yrs of my body breaking down. Here’s a pic of me during my worst: I used to chronicle my […]
Y’all … it’s been a week. Dude such a week. One thing piled on another. Let this be a warning fer ya: you don’t know. Just when you think you know? Ha. You don’t. I don’t even know what day this is – I wrote this ahead of time. But I think it’s only Tuesday. […]
How Jesus Changed Me 