Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
God. Oh sweet Heavenly Father. I’m tired. I’m tired of the body aches. I’m tired of the chest pains. I’m tired of the fear. I’m tired of feeling alone. I’m tired of being breathless. I know you have a purpose though. So I put my trust and hope in you. I commit my health to […]
Lord I’m tired. I’m spent. My body can’t handle anymore. Please have mercy on me. Save me. help. My dysautonomic symptoms sometimes just hit me so hard. Grant me your grace and strength. I can’t do this anymore – help. Please forgive me for trying to do it in my own strength. I commit my […]
You may be a chronic illness sufferer if your clothes are mismatched and you don’t care. Wai .. Wai .. wait…it’s more like you’re too tired to match. Case in point: Today I took the kids out to hang out, bowl and shop a little on a rainy day. Which I’m quickly realizing is a […]
so heres what happening – just so you know why I’m tired of this. My grandma is dying. This woman was very influential in my life. She taught me to cook. She taught me to sew. She was one of the few people who accepted me for who I was. The odd duck. My thyroid […]
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
Lord here I am .. I’m tired. I’m worn out. I’m trying to hope and trust in you but this is hard. So I praise you as I try to learn to truly trust in you You are my vision, O King of my heartNothing else satisfies, only You LordYou are my best thought by […]
I go through my moments .. especially since getting sick: “oh my life is horrible” .. “poor me” .. “no one understands”. And so on. I recently went through that. It’s hard living this Spoonie life. Makes ya wanna feel sorry for yourself and push out life. Y’all I have been so tired lately I […]
It’s 7 something in the morning and I had a rough night. My legs are so tired .. I’m in such pain I can’t even go to church (it’s a Sunday). But yet I still will praise my Lord. God I hate this so much, but I trust and hope in you alone. In the […]
I’m done. My eyebrow? I mean .:. This is just not fair. Take a look for yourself at the continuing issue… Now I’m losing hair in the middle of my eyebrow. My daughter says I look cool .. sigh. I’m tired of my weird body. Lord please grant me wisdom on how to deal with […]
Yeah. That’s right a former fitness influencer is saying: Exercise sucks. Why? Well .. Cause it does. With being diagnosed with ehlers danlos the first thing I learned? The importance of exercise in my daily life. If I don’t exercise – even something as simple as a stretch workout or a bike ride – I […]
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