Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
It’s been a weird time here. Both my husband and I are in a teaching storm. It’s been a time where I need to trust God and where my husband needs to learn patience (his words). Holy Moses it’s been a time of trusting and waiting. I’m grateful for this time tho. God has been […]
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
I sit here in the midst of a panic attack and all I want to do is scream. All I want to do is throw stuff and yell and….okay. I’m out of metaphors…similes….whatever theyre called. But instead of doing those things. I trust in Jesus. easy right? try that again. I trust in Jesus. My […]
being married is a total exercise in trust. Not in your spouse, not in yourself, not in technology (for tracking of course) but in God. You have to sit there and trust that God knows whats best – not that God would protect your spouse from danger – i mean yeah you need to trust […]
Got a new diagnosis: fibromyalgia. Great. Lord I thank you for this diagnosis, as it has me on a plan to manage. I know what I need to do.. But this is forever. Why? God I understand. I hate this so much. I want to cry and scream and just give up. But by Your […]
I’m a planner .:. I plan out every aspect of everything. planning helps me – keep control I guess. I planned on running a marathon – but POTS changed that. I planned on losing a bunch of weight – but MCAS is making that harder and harder. Makes me frustrated and feeling defeated A lot […]
I hate writing this but it’s true: as a Christian? You are gonna fail. And ya know what? God knows you’re gonna fail and still loves you. You think becoming closer to God, you are never gonna have doubts? That you are always gonna trust .:. That you will have the faith to move mountains […]
I ain’t gonna sugar coat it: Being a Christian is difficult. A lot are under the impression that life gets easier when you choose to follow God – but it don’t. In fact I would even choose to say it gets harder Why would I say something so bold? Well think about it – first […]
We are at the beginning of the hot season here in Georgia – which would be nothing if not for the ac being busted. We have it on now .. but it barely works. Oh Lord I can’t deal with this. My symptoms get 1000xs worse in the heat. Lord I’m so frustrated and so […]
Oh Lord just when I think I got it all figured out…I prove myself wrong. I am a mess God .. please forgive me for my doubts and fears. I commit this water heater situation to you. It’s gotten worse today and I’m sitting here waiting for the plumber. You know how I loathe waiting… […]
How Jesus Changed Me 