Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I’m surviving. It’s been a minute since I wrote but I’m surviving. We are hit with a couple more trials .. not mine to share but? We’re surviving. More and more online I’m seeing this trend of victimhood. And I kinda understand the trend – the more the victimization the more attention you get. I […]
So we’ve been in Georgia for almost 2 months. Still in the money pit. With possibly a rodent … or something. Thankfully the roach issue has been addressed (thank you sweet Lord Jesus). But they are now gonna put some holes in the walls to fix our bathrooms. All this till going? And I’m grateful. […]
My symptoms are getting worse. Slowly but surely. But worse. My neck burning pain has now gotten lower. I feel random prickly pain all over. Like it literally is hard for me to type right now. I feel weak and shaky … doesn’t help that I just drank 3 cups of coffee but that’s neither […]
Just in case you were wondering … yeah my POTS symptoms are still here. I’m still weak and still dizzy. My eating is like crap and my stomach is reacting like crazy. But that has taken a back seat to everything. Wha? I’m a mom. The comfort and peace of my kids take precedence. But […]
I feel so alone. All by myself is definitely my theme song of the day. I’m trying to fight these thoughts of bitterness but here I am all alone sitting here with all this to do And that’s just my room. I have done the kitchen … all by myself. I have done the laundry […]
So. This last offer backed out. Again. I can’t even. I mean just when we begin … Lord what is happening? house is back on market. Y’all? Even the real estate agent even said he’s never seen anything like this. Well we moved in! It was interesting. The house is absolutely beautiful but it was […]
Once I get my water in? I’m always cold. Always. You would think that was great during this heat wave. You would be wrong Like the other day? It was 100 here – during the big heat wave. Well I felt nothing. In fact, it felt quite nice to me. That’s where the problem lies. […]
Insert heavy sigh here folks. I am tired. I am tired of all this. I’m struggling. I am tired of being in pain. I am tired of being tired. I’m tired of the random stomach issues. I am tired of the disbelief. I am tired of feeling alone. I am tired of doing this. I […]
i’m a mess y’all …. i’m flailing. I am grasping at straws and I cant anymore. My body aches. I am so weak i dont even trust myself driving. My brain is so foggy – sometimes i cant even hold a conversation. My depression is right on the edge of my brain trying to bust […]
You know what Lord? I’m done. I’m done with all this trials and tribulations and struggles and…..i cant think of anymore words. Lord I am tired. I am scared. I am overwhelmed. I cant do this anymore. Please God show your mercy on us and help. Please forgive me for trying to do this on […]
How Jesus Changed Me 