Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Tomorrow is Mother’s Day. I can’t help but talk about the women in my life who made a huge impact in my life. First off? My mom. We’ve had a strained relationship in the past but as I’ve gotten older – I finally understand…her. Understand her sacrifices, her love, her craziness, her fierce love of […]
There are times when I am just so stinking tired of this life. I hate this Lord. I’m not even .. Lord why? Why me? Why do I hafta go through this? This is not even close to being fair: Apparently I can no longer have my absolute favorite meal. This happened after I ate […]
So I’m learning more and more about my new .:. Disease? Issue? MCAS is .. well weird. I found out that stress can trigger a mast cell flare .. was watching the news when? My nose started acting like a faucet and my lips started burning. Currently my lips are sore and I have those […]
We still haven’t been able to fix our ac system yet. Working out logistics and all that. It’s a warm day, I have the ac on. Doesn’t work much but we have it on to get some air flowing. So I’m sitting in the master bedroom doing laundry, had to step in the master bath […]
Have you been praying? Praying over your family .. your friends .. loved ones .. anyone? My friend there is such great power in prayer. We all think the same… “all I can is pray”; my friend let me tell you about the power of prayer. We were about to get hit with a tornado […]
Lord I am scared out of my mind. Today is my husbands surgery. In fact he’s in there right now .. I’m scared. I’m so scared I can’t even think. But I know no matter what happens, you have him. I thank you for your grace and mercy. I ask for wisdom for the doctors, […]
Y’all it’s moving day! The day I have waited for is finally here and? I’m terrified. I am literally sitting on my bed not being able to move cause it’s just so much. The remaining packing .. the move .. the ac stuff .. it’s all just … it’s got me frozen in frustration. And […]
So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]
Today I’ve realized that even the most minor food allergens? Screw with my heart. Like chocolate .. apples .. bananas .. pretzels .. any sugar. Yesterday I ate a breakfast oval from an allergy friendly company – today? my heart rate hit 181 doing laundry. Lord .. I’m so overwhelmed and tired with how much […]
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
How Jesus Changed Me 