Well .:. I have my appointment with the POTS cardiologist. In March … sigh. Well … now I hafta wait. In the meantime .. like I said previously: I make the changes I can to help my symptoms. Diet changes, exercise changes, and clothing. March 1st come soon – please God. So as far as […]
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Patience is difficult
So I found another doctor, but I hafta wait til they call me for an appointment. I hate waiting. I keep thinking they won’t call me back – it’s been a week. They told me it should be 48hrs. Patience is difficult. This is so me right now… I’m gonna call in a few to […]
Update on my doctors
Wanted to give an update on my doctors appointment. I canceled it. I’m done with dealing with doctors who don’t know anything about what I’m going through. I finally got added to the Georgia dysautonomia group and found a couple of doctors in my area that can help. There’s a doctor who specializes in POTS, […]
im scared
I’m scared. Got a new symptom that at first was once in a blue moon, now I’m fighting it constantly. Numbness and coldness in my hands… It started out just a finger numb for a bit then I would pop my knuckles and I felt better. Or I would pump my hands open and closed […]
Still here…
Lord I’m tired .. So tired of this house hunting!! Everything on sale .. is run down or poorly made or not taken care of. So we are still here .. In a house that a mouse lives in .. that has holes still … that is drafty .. we are still here. I don’t […]
Well that was …
So remember how I told you the doctor who didn’t believe me told me to do the ekg feature on the Apple Watch? Well that was … helpful. I mean God can use anyone right? Well… I have been doing that regularly since I saw him. Whenever I get a weird symptom? I start the […]
I’m scared
Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you […]
Lord Jesus I’m frustrated
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
Thank you Lord
So…last night was the first night without the strong meds. Well … lowered meds. I haven’t slept this well since before my second round of Covid. Thank you Lord!!!!! Quick recap: I was incorrectly prescribed a narcotic medication for years. My new doctor is taking me off of it slowly but surely. Withdrawal from this […]
Trusting God
It’s been a weird time here. Both my husband and I are in a teaching storm. It’s been a time where I need to trust God and where my husband needs to learn patience (his words). Holy Moses it’s been a time of trusting and waiting. I’m grateful for this time tho. God has been […]