Well today I go for more tests. I’m anxious cause I can’t eat or drink until after the test. Which causes me to have episodes. And I have to drive an hour there and back – by myself. But .. I’m committing it to the Lord. I’m worried .. I’m anxious .. I’m all of […]
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Underdog
That’s a classic song underdog from Audio Adrenaline…take a listen. That’s me right now. I’m an underdog for so many reasons but for the sake of todays post? My health. I started that high salt, low carb diet right? Friend? I started feeling fantastic. I started having energy. I started feeling hungry. I was feeling […]
Diet changes
Well .:. I have my appointment with the POTS cardiologist. In March … sigh. Well … now I hafta wait. In the meantime .. like I said previously: I make the changes I can to help my symptoms. Diet changes, exercise changes, and clothing. March 1st come soon – please God. So as far as […]
You got plans…for me
Lord I know. I know I’m a big doubter. Please forgive me for doubting. I know you got plans … it’s just hard to see that you got plans for me. The doctors appointment was … not what I expected. I’m tired. We are possibly moving to a more remote place. It looks like … […]
Ok ok I’m finally learning
I got great news! I’m finally learning to let go of control. Ok ok … I still am a huge knucklehead but im learning. What can I say? I’m a work in progress. But I’m learning. So I had a horrible appointment with my last cardiologist and I was set on not going to another […]
Ok then
So remember how I told you I was on meds that literally could’ve killed me? And that clinically speaking I was addicted to a med that was overprescribed? Ok then .. click the links if you don’t know. Well it’s been 1 month and I am officially off the meds that could’ve killed me – […]
Another doctor appointment
So I had another doctor appointment. I saw a new cardiologist. He was alright. Well he had bloodwork and the second holter monitor- did I tell y’all that already? Oh it’s been a busy couple of weeks…. So anyways, I got results back from the bloodwork. My blood platelet count was high and my neutrophil […]
Let’s explain a little
I keep writing prayers about being scared and overwhelmed. Thought “hmmm…let’s explain a little more ..” So not only do we have critters, warped boards (to the point you feel like you’re about to go through the floor), not only do we have 1 working shower, not only do we have holes around the house […]
I’m grateful
So we’ve been in Georgia for almost 2 months. Still in the money pit. With possibly a rodent … or something. Thankfully the roach issue has been addressed (thank you sweet Lord Jesus). But they are now gonna put some holes in the walls to fix our bathrooms. All this till going? And I’m grateful. […]
Answering prayer
My God is so good. He is answering prayer even when I just doubt. Lord I don’t deserve you… I have been praying for the house fixes all week. that we would get an efficient, diligent worker. What happened? Well .. God came through big time. Even added works? He did. The worker came through […]