Ever since my thyroid surgery, almost every single morning I’ve woken up and prayed: Lord help me. I just can’t do this. And? He has. No. Not helped me. He has literally been carrying me through this. There have been times where my knees are about to buckle from me about to pass out and […]
Category: devotional
Brave
Gotta do a moment and talk about a very brave moment from my daughter. We went on vacation last week (I think…again I post at different times) and we went to a water park. Hold the phone lemme back track. My daughter has sensory issues and hates water on her face. No literally for the […]
Lonely
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s […]
I like carbs
I do. No. Not I like carbs .. I love carbs. No this isnt a diet post or a health post. And I know we talked about this recently but bear with me….wait….bare….bear…which one is it? Anyways. I love a good sandwich. I love toast. I love…it all. Anyways. I went keto to lose the […]
Interesting
Currently I’m at my in-laws but you guys are reading it after the fact. I think. This scheduling thing gets me confused. Anyways, here’s something interesting… You see these stairs? Well when I was an influencer I boasted how these stairs used to aggravate, scare, intimidate me. Because they were too high, caused me pain […]
I don’t know what to say
I don’t. It’s been a couple of bad pain days – non stop rainy days. My leg is killing me. And the worst part is? The part with the major arthritis doesn’t hurt that much – it’s the muscle pain. That’s the pain that cripples me and leaves me near tears. I don’t know what […]
Talking about that Spoonie life
Yeah here I am talking about that Spoonie life again. Oh well. But bear with me cause I am gonna use that to show you how Jesus changed me. Long story short? It’s been a crappy 3yrs of my body breaking down. Here’s a pic of me during my worst: I used to chronicle my […]
Ay yi yi
I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? […]
Things get in the way
Like for real. Things get in the way and it really pisses me off. Like I went to the doctor finally for my latest injury. I was optimistic, I was joyful looking toward finally starting the process of healing from this and then the doctor told me I was too fat. Too fat. This girl […]
My ministry
Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the […]