so. previously i was supporting a ministry – not gonna do any linking cause well see James 4:11. lemme get into it. anyways. i no longer support that ministry cause it really had funky ….. values. lemme splain. i was listening to a podcast and the person said something along the following: “don’t say ‘i […]
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Being weird
I actually hate that word: “weird”. I don’t use it as a bad word in this house – but I do discourage the kids from using it. And? They are using different words to describe someone. I want the kids to understand that being weird applies to ….. animals or something like that. Not people. […]
Just wanna say
Just wanna say .. there are people who are here to talk to you. If you are not okay? please. Please talk to someone. There are people who want to talk to you and tell you? Its okay to not be okay. Help is available (US):800-273-8255 International:Suicide Prevention Hotlines per country And if you want […]
Say wha?
I’m still waiting for genetic testing from the doctor, but I thought I’d let you in on a secret. Ehlers Danlos is not a rare disease because people don’t have it but because people don’t talk about it. I know what you’re thinking cause I thought it too: Say wha? how? Well it’s a disease […]
did you know?
did you know you are loved? Did you know you matter? Did you know how awesome you are? Did you know God has a plan for you? Did you know that God sent his son to die for you? Did you know his son Jesus died for you because he loved you? Do you realize […]
my heart hurts
y’all my heart hurts. oh my word. it hurts so much. someone i know died by suicide. the pain they felt must’ve been so unimaginable. its a pain i am familiar with but each person’s story is different. my heart hurts to think of the loneliness. the fear. the doubt. the anger. all the emotions. […]
How do you change the world?
I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]
I wonder…
I like to sit here and wonder. Like I wonder… why cant we be real with each other? Like I sit here and i have pain shooting through my arms and hands. Why? Well … I’m still waiting for an earlier appointment. Why cant I tell people about it? shouldn’t we be praying for each […]
So here we go
Okay when I type this its Saturday February 5th. I started a challenge yesterday and I’m gonna keep track of here. A marriage challenge – for just me. Its just for women challenge type thing. I am gonna spend the next 30 days not being critical of my husband. On top of that, I am […]
i just pray
I have depression due to a chemical imbalance in my brain. I have medical depression or as its commonly called: clinical depression. Comments from others have ranged from: “oh I’m sorry” to “I have that too. I just pray” Sigh. When will we learn its not a competition? I was misdiagnosed with bipolar 1 – […]