Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
I told yall about that David play right? The song that impacted my recent life. Well, this comes from it: “…strength comes from above….to lead us to love….you have a choice…trust in your Shepherd…listen for His word…follow His voice” Man. Yesterday proves it ya know? I have no strength. More and more i am finding […]
Dude. Do you have any idea how much this process pisses me off? By process, I mean this time of illness and learning. Ugh. This whole thing pisses me off so much. Having to say no to things cause I physically can’t. Having to have people make plans without me? Not being considered cause I’m […]
So I was impatient about the genetics….geneticist appointment. And I found out what I have waiting for me. Some more waiting. Lemme ‘splain … So I called them and they explained to me that I have to wait until basically November to hear if I get an appointment. If. They have to go through all […]
I thank you my dear Lord. I thank you for your mercies and your strength. I thank you for teaching me. I thank you for loving in spite of my complaining. I thank you Lord for this time of pain and suffering. I hate it to my core but I am thankful because I am […]
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
Okay Lord. I know you have a plan .,. But could you tell me? Let me in on what’s gonna happen? This sucks. The pain….the fact that I can’t even think of anything worse cause it’s that bad…this sucks I know. I know. Patience. But why do I hafta wait? This sucks! I feel like […]
Sigh. So yesterday I finally went to urgent care and got my diagnosis. Well for my knee at least. I have dislocated my knee cap and I have advanced arthritis in several locations in my knee. I didn’t know that could happen – but people with EDS are susceptible to orthoarthritis … I know thats […]
my friend? I know. I know that feeling of hopelessness. I know the pain. But please know. Please know: I am praying for you. I know and I feel you. I am praying for you. You are not alone and you will get through. There is hope.
Yup. So here I am. Still waiting. Going on the 2nd month of waiting on my genetic testing results … this is awesome *sarcasm* you know how I love to be stiiiilllll … waiting The best part? Is I’m noticing the kids having sign of having a hypermobility issue as well. Awesome *severe sarcasm* I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 