So we moved. It took 10hrs but we moved. The movers grumbled and complained but … we did it. Thank you Lord. Teaches me how much I need to learn about faith. Jess .. have a little more faith. Well … We woke up 3 people took showers and then we sprung a leak. It’s […]
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Moving day!
Y’all it’s moving day! The day I have waited for is finally here and? I’m terrified. I am literally sitting on my bed not being able to move cause it’s just so much. The remaining packing .. the move .. the ac stuff .. it’s all just … it’s got me frozen in frustration. And […]
Of course
So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]
Normal
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
Wrong. So wrong
So I saw the POTS doctor. She’s pretty convinced that I have POTS .. plus MCAS .. which is all being aggravated by iliac compression syndrome. I have to wait for the office to call me to schedule the tests, while I wait for the blood test results to come back. I thought I had […]
Today
Well it’s finally here. Today is my appointment with the POTS doctor. I am terrified Lord .. I don’t want another rude doctor. I don’t want to be humiliated again. I don’t want to be ignored. I don’t want to be belittled. But Lord if that is your will? So be it. I put my […]
Ain’t fair
So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. […]
We bought a house!
Y’all!!! We are home owners!! We are officially Georgians now!!! Lord thank you for your grace and mercies! Please forgive me for my doubts and fears. Thank you thank you for never giving up on me. I commit this house to you and ask that your name be glorified. I thank you Lord.
Dear doctor
To the doctor who didn’t believe me .. dear doctor .. please remember one thing: I wanna be mad and put you on blast. But you know what? I’m gonna pray for you. I’m gonna pray that God would open your eyes and grant you wisdom. I’m gonna ask that God would bless you. I’m […]
Lord
Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]