Have a little faith

So we moved. It took 10hrs but we moved. The movers grumbled and complained but … we did it. Thank you Lord. Teaches me how much I need to learn about faith. Jess .. have a little more faith. Well … We woke up 3 people took showers and then we sprung a leak. It’s […]

Of course

So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]

Normal

I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]

Today

Well it’s finally here. Today is my appointment with the POTS doctor. I am terrified Lord .. I don’t want another rude doctor. I don’t want to be humiliated again. I don’t want to be ignored. I don’t want to be belittled. But Lord if that is your will? So be it. I put my […]

Dear doctor

To the doctor who didn’t believe me .. dear doctor .. please remember one thing: I wanna be mad and put you on blast. But you know what? I’m gonna pray for you. I’m gonna pray that God would open your eyes and grant you wisdom. I’m gonna ask that God would bless you. I’m […]

Lord

Lord there are so many things happening. I’m so overwhelmed because I’m trying to do this on my own. Please forgive me Lord. I commit this to you and praise your holy and powerful name. Thank you Lord for loving me… There’s nothing worth more, that will ever come close No thing can compare, You’re our […]