Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Please Lord help me. I’m so overwhelmed. I’m in pain. I’m tired. I’m scared. We keep coming I across hurdles in finding a house. My chest pain has gotten worse. I’m getting numbness and tingling in my body randomly. The bugs are back. My neck pain is getting worse. I’m all alone. Lord please help […]
I keep writing prayers about being scared and overwhelmed. Thought “hmmm…let’s explain a little more ..” So not only do we have critters, warped boards (to the point you feel like you’re about to go through the floor), not only do we have 1 working shower, not only do we have holes around the house […]
We almost bought a house! So so so close. We had the papers to sign and then got the call? Someone else already bought it Not gonna lie I was disappointed. I hate this house. God forgive me but I do. But as I sat in my disappointment the other day, I remembered a recent […]
So we’ve been in Georgia for almost 2 months. Still in the money pit. With possibly a rodent … or something. Thankfully the roach issue has been addressed (thank you sweet Lord Jesus). But they are now gonna put some holes in the walls to fix our bathrooms. All this till going? And I’m grateful. […]
I used to run. I loved going on runs. It was my favorite time and I felt on top of the world after. Y’all I would get such a stress relief after it was beautiful. Then I got Covid. I could barely get a mile in. Then once I built up? I was running much […]
I honest don’t know what I’m gonna write. My heart is conflicted Lord. I don’t understand the purpose of being thankful sometimes. I know that has to do with my trauma – it’s hard to be thankful when you’re always waiting for the bottom to fall out. Lord please help my unbelief. I know you […]
Ok. Ok. Bear with me here but really think about this question: who has the power? I know seems like a foolish question as a Christian right? But no. There’s a …. Group of people who believe that they have some power on how their lives play out. “Name it and claim it” … ya […]
y’all know how I’ve been going through it with this new house right? And how we hoped for something else. And how we are handling it, Well there are other things happening (structural) .. and I’m tired of it. But I’m learning to have faith. faith is something we hope for. Believe that God will […]
Well the buyer backed out again. Here we are. Facing a heavy possibility of not being able to pay a rent and mortgage. The exterminator canceled again. I found a roach in our dishwasher…Lord. Jesus. I praise you. For I know you have a plan. I count on one thingThe God that never failsWill not […]
I wanna be mad. I am struggling with the thoughts “does God really love me?” I’m struggling with anger but mostly I’m defeated. Well the exterminator is now scheduled for a third time … I have now prepped my house twice to no avail. Twice y’all and? I still wasn’t prepared enough. Had my crying […]
How Jesus Changed Me 