Scared out of my mind

Lord I am scared out of my mind. Today is my husbands surgery. In fact he’s in there right now .. I’m scared. I’m so scared I can’t even think. But I know no matter what happens, you have him. I thank you for your grace and mercy. I ask for wisdom for the doctors, […]

I’m a brat

Lord I’m a brat – I’m so sorry. I thank you for all of your blessings. Thank you for your love and peace. Yeah our dishwasher is busted. Yeah we have a hole in our ceiling. Yeah the ac doesn’t work Yeah it’s gonna start getting hot tomorrow But you know what? We have a […]

Of course

So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]

More waiting

So I finally got my follow up appointment with my new cardiologist. Today is March 14th .. my appointment? June 16th … more waiting. I hate waiting. I ain’t gonna sugar coat this Lord .. this sucks. Majorly. I know you have a plan – but does this hafta be so long and difficult? I […]

Normal

I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]