Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I’m sitting here in a daze. The weather this weekend was frosty – hit the teens here in GA. Today? It’s hitting 60* … the weather affects me greatly. My daughter too actually. My hiatal hernia has been killing me too. So eating has been fun. My daughter has had major bloody nose issues. I’m […]
I’m scared. Got a new symptom that at first was once in a blue moon, now I’m fighting it constantly. Numbness and coldness in my hands… It started out just a finger numb for a bit then I would pop my knuckles and I felt better. Or I would pump my hands open and closed […]
Lord I’m tired .. So tired of this house hunting!! Everything on sale .. is run down or poorly made or not taken care of. So we are still here .. In a house that a mouse lives in .. that has holes still … that is drafty .. we are still here. I don’t […]
So yeah. Well .. saw the cardiologist. She was rude .. very short with me .. but she ordered more tests. She listened .. but she didn’t seem .. I don’t know. I’m doubting. So well … here we are .. again. Waiting. Trusting in God. Being patient. I am gonna have a holter monitor […]
So remember how I told you the doctor who didn’t believe me told me to do the ekg feature on the Apple Watch? Well that was … helpful. I mean God can use anyone right? Well… I have been doing that regularly since I saw him. Whenever I get a weird symptom? I start the […]
Lord … I’m scared. I don’t want to go this doctors appointment to just leave defeated. I don’t want to be ignored and humiliated again. I’m in pain. I’m tired. But I’m scared. Lord you are my rescuer. I know you are there guiding my steps. I ask in your holy precious name that you […]
I got great news! I’m finally learning to let go of control. Ok ok … I still am a huge knucklehead but im learning. What can I say? I’m a work in progress. But I’m learning. So I had a horrible appointment with my last cardiologist and I was set on not going to another […]
I just got back from the last cardiologist appointment and the results? I’m normal. Lord Jesus I’m frustrated. I knew .. I knew he was full of crap when he said: “do you think you can trigger an episode?” I have dysautonomia. The literal definition is a dysfunction of the AUTONOMIC nervous system. But I […]
So remember how I told you I was on meds that literally could’ve killed me? And that clinically speaking I was addicted to a med that was overprescribed? Ok then .. click the links if you don’t know. Well it’s been 1 month and I am officially off the meds that could’ve killed me – […]
Well … thanksgiving has come and passed. And well family came and? I remembered and I chilled right? Ha. It was good for a bit but I didn’t drink my water. I had just had my second holter monitor test and wasn’t eating or drinking correctly. I overdid it. Then after that the plumber came […]
How Jesus Changed Me 