Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Lord I am scared out of my mind. Today is my husbands surgery. In fact he’s in there right now .. I’m scared. I’m so scared I can’t even think. But I know no matter what happens, you have him. I thank you for your grace and mercy. I ask for wisdom for the doctors, […]
Lord, as I sit here in the heat and humidity cause the ac is not working, I can’t help but thank you. Thank you Lord for loving me Thank you Lord for your grace Thank you Lord for what you are teaching me Thank you Lord for being so patient with me Thank you Lord […]
El Roi means the God who sees…but does he see me? I went through this awesome book about the names of God. This one always stuck out to me cause I always dealt with – not being seen. Especially going through this .. whatever you want to call my health journey .. I feel constantly […]
Lord I’m a brat – I’m so sorry. I thank you for all of your blessings. Thank you for your love and peace. Yeah our dishwasher is busted. Yeah we have a hole in our ceiling. Yeah the ac doesn’t work Yeah it’s gonna start getting hot tomorrow But you know what? We have a […]
So we moved. It took 10hrs but we moved. The movers grumbled and complained but … we did it. Thank you Lord. Teaches me how much I need to learn about faith. Jess .. have a little more faith. Well … We woke up 3 people took showers and then we sprung a leak. It’s […]
Y’all it’s moving day! The day I have waited for is finally here and? I’m terrified. I am literally sitting on my bed not being able to move cause it’s just so much. The remaining packing .. the move .. the ac stuff .. it’s all just … it’s got me frozen in frustration. And […]
So I’m sitting in the new house chilling with the kids .. having our ac unit inspected by our new maintenance company. The guy comes and tells me that we should’ve never passed the home inspection. Of course. I knew getting an older house was gonna be a challenge. Especially when the house was a […]
So I finally got my follow up appointment with my new cardiologist. Today is March 14th .. my appointment? June 16th … more waiting. I hate waiting. I ain’t gonna sugar coat this Lord .. this sucks. Majorly. I know you have a plan – but does this hafta be so long and difficult? I […]
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
How Jesus Changed Me 