Here’s a Bible verse to remind and challenge you. Please remember y’all … we are in a war for our souls. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore take […]
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I will rest my soul
I will call upon Your nameAnd keep my eyes above the wavesWhen oceans riseMy soul will rest in Your embraceFor I am Yours and You are mine – Lyrics OCEANS Rend collective So some huge things are in the works, not gonna share cause its still all in the air. But I will share that […]
Do you remember?
Well do ya? Do you remember this truth? I know this is an easy thing to forget – I know I have. We are so inundated with the idea that the only way to get things done is to “do it for yourself” or “manifest this” or “will it” Nah my friend. That’s not how […]
Believer
I am a believer. I am loud. I am not perfect. I am no where near being where God wants me. But I try. I believe. I put my belief in God. I believe that God sent His son Jesus to die for me and I accepted Him into my heart. I fail. Oh boy […]
The stigma
So I just went for testing for the hypermobility syndrome. I’ve told very few people and have gotten various responses: “wow” “you don’t have that – my cousins uncles fathers sisters brother has that and you can’t have that. I know what it looks like” “you can’t have that you’re not skinny enough” and i’ve […]
i’m not
i’m not the perfect one i’m not the funny one i’m not the one with patience i’m not the beloved one i’m not the right one i’m not the one with the great faith i’m not the one with joy what am i? the woman who is tired of these trials. Lord please help me. […]
What now?
I finally saw the doctor – he’s pretty convinced I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. I have to go for testing for a specific subtype – but he’s pretty sure I have the hypermobility…thing. Yeah….I am still adjusting but of the research ive done and the people ive talked to? It makes sense. I dont know […]
God only knows
there are times when God only knows. God only knows my heart. God only knows my pain. some words are just too difficult for me to express. But God knows. And you would think thats enough – its not. But Im learning. There are times when I cant even begin to think past my pain. […]
ball of nerves
so im a new dose of my thyroid meds. Been on it a couple of weeks and now im starting to feel the effects. Im not as tired – i can get through the day without 14 cups of coffee. My weight is stable. And so on. But im dealing with my grandma. Im dealing […]
i still believe
yeah this is an awkward topic. Suicide. This has made many people push me away – especially cause I talk about it. Openly. But I know this needs to be talked about. Too many people still believe that suicide is a selfish act. Too many people dont understand the truth of people with suicidal thoughts. […]