Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
yeah this is an awkward topic. Suicide. This has made many people push me away – especially cause I talk about it. Openly. But I know this needs to be talked about. Too many people still believe that suicide is a selfish act. Too many people dont understand the truth of people with suicidal thoughts. […]
I don’t like when things go my way. I think I’ve said that once or twice Or more. Moving on…. God has truly been leading me on a path when I’m realizing more and more. It’s not about me. It’s not about what I want and? It sucks I hate not being able to control […]
so ive had some updates on my health. yeah. a lot more waiting. yall know how much i love waiting. So this is fun…..yeah. my heart was damaged due to covid. My thyroid problem has increased my cholesterol and my doctor wants me to be patient. I mean – really? Really dude? i’m sitting here […]
Its been a time – heres the catch up link. And God has been teaching me a lot. But mostly how to call upon the name of the Lord. Like literally this lesson in trust? Is so freaking difficult. I hate it. While of course on the other hand not trusting is worse. But it […]
No seriously. I’m under attack – and so are you. The enemy doesn’t like us. Being a christian makes you his worst….enemy. Everything we do, everything we are? Will be constantly under attack. He wants to steal our song. He wants to steal our joy. How do we fight back? Seems … difficult. Right? Well […]
I love my mother to pieces and I am so grateful God for putt her in my life – or should I say I’m in her life? She has taught me so many great things. She has been such a godly example of what a woman of God should be like. I pray that one […]
God always shows you how much He loves ya. Are you looking for those signs?
With the abuse that I received? I grew up as a huge people pleaser. Now I don’t care what people say – it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Okay yeah I heard that too. People pleasing is not a good thing. The only person you should try to please is Jesus. Facts. But I grew […]
Silence filled the room as she walked quietly and quickly up to the stage. ‘Don’t fall. Don’t fall. Don’t fall. Oh my word. Is Chad looking?‘ She tried to look over at him. ‘Don’t fall. Don’t fall. Don’t fall.’ She had to concentrate on her flirty walk she couldnt see if he was looking. Finally […]
I’ve been asked this several times. “Jess you have been through hell and back. The worst things have happened to you (don’t worry we’ll get there)….how can you still say God is real?” Fair question right? But I’ll tell ya how I now know. My parents were driving us home from my grandmas house when […]
How Jesus Changed Me 