Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Had an interesting conversation with my kids that I want to share with you. You .. right there, right now … have a purpose. The enemy wants you to forget that – I forget that a lot. But fight those thoughts. You have a purpose You are important You are loved Don’t ever forget that […]
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
well its Day 4 of me wearing the holter monitor. How is it going? Well I’ll tell ya. Interesting. I have to take it off each morning to charge it for a period of time. They told me it takes an hour and what have i found out? It takes an hour and a half. […]
So I just went for testing for the hypermobility syndrome. I’ve told very few people and have gotten various responses: “wow” “you don’t have that – my cousins uncles fathers sisters brother has that and you can’t have that. I know what it looks like” “you can’t have that you’re not skinny enough” and i’ve […]
Dont you dare give up. Dont Dont ever think you are not loved Dont you ever think you are not needed. You are loved by many – more people than I can even think of. But NO one loves you more than God. You are needed in each persons life because right now? Right this […]
so im a new dose of my thyroid meds. Been on it a couple of weeks and now im starting to feel the effects. Im not as tired – i can get through the day without 14 cups of coffee. My weight is stable. And so on. But im dealing with my grandma. Im dealing […]
we are going through a time here. its not fun. In fact i have never felt more helpless and overwhelmed than I do now. so much so that as i sit here listening to my calming music list (music therapy) and writing – i am having a minor panic attack. writing helps me a lot….so […]
Ok. Hot topic time. Anxiety. Lets talk about it. Frankly a lot of people in the church don’t understand mental health. Most assume its demon possession – which is a thing. But its not always the case. Some think its a simple trust thing – which is also a thing. But lets talk about what […]
She walked down the path….the walk seemed forever. “mommy I’m scared” “Its totally okay to be scared but please know there is nothing to worry about baby. I am right here.” She kept quiet as they entered the building. Should I do this? I want to …. but should i? “Baby girl, you are doing […]
Please my friend – talk. Talk to someone. Anyone. Don’t keep your feelings in – that’s not what God wants for us. Talk. In the US the number to talk to someone is 800-273- Talk Need someone who understands? I’m here for ya friend. Want to talk to a pastor? Email: prayer@calvaryfrederick.com There’s always someone […]
How Jesus Changed Me 