Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I hate getting the silent treatment. It’s a trigger point for my c-ptsd. Major one. Not going into specifics but full on panic attacks and everything. Thing is? A lot of people? Are just silent. Ya know the “strong silent type” people? Sigh. I’m freaking out just writing this. okay….this is a couple of weeks […]
we all have these expectations in life right? We expect to …. i don’t know …. get married … have kids … white picket fence … and so on. Expectations on what our life should look like. the way things should be. But thats not life. Why? Cause God is in control – not us. […]
loving the unlovable is something that God has been trying to teach me for years. Maybe preparation for the teen years? Maybe preparation for full time ministry? I dont know. What I do know? Its a freaking hard lesson to learn. For real folks. No words can describe how much I hate this lesson – […]
I know this pic does not look like much but it really is… My husband was laying down on the couch relaxing. I came to lay down on the adjoining side … we have one of those L shaped couches. As soon as I laid down (my head says laying where the pic was taken) […]
Oh this sucks. Being minimized. Being gaslit. Not being recognized for having authority. Being told over and over you are nothing and worth nothing. Nothing wrong with that right? I mean we aren’t worth the love of God right? So therefore we deserve nothing and need to act like it. Cause we are nothing. This […]
Hear me out on this: God calls us to be servants of all. But when is too much too much? Our love language is serving (my husband and I) but when is too much too much? I ask this because people have and continue to try to play on that fact with us. Regularly. And […]
How Jesus Changed Me 