Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
You’ve probably have noticed I’ve been posting a lot of praise songs. The reason why is cause I’ve finally realized how important it is to praise God, especially through those dark times. Have you? It’s so easy to concentrate on the bad – especially with the way things are going in this world. It’s so […]
They looked to Him and were radiant,And their faces were not ashamed. Psalms 34:5 Y’all? This verse has a powerful meaning. To many of course but to me alone? So profound. So yall know how that kid sexually assaulted me right? Well right before that happened, I remember reading this verse in a Brio magazine. […]
I’ve always been a fighter. Well at least in my head. Shoo….I’m a good fighter too yall. I’ve “won” some amazing fights. Okay enough goofing around. Yall know about my abuse so yall know – I am not good at confrontation. Oh so not at all. I even hide from it. Doesnt help when you […]
Or at least I used to be. Maybe. I’m not sure. Let’s not ask my husband or kids. Growing up I was always told I was loud. “Why are you being loud JESSICA!?” Now? I mumble and speak quietly. Mostly. Again … let’s not ask my husband or kids about that. Moving on. That shaped […]
Certain things don’t always come out the way you plan. Ha. Who am I kidding? Nothing comes out the way we planned does it? The point is? To keep trying to keep pushing right? That was a big lesson for me recently. I was about 340 lbs and not at all where I wanted to […]
Setting yourself a part….I’ve always heard of this but what does it mean? I mean setting myself a part sounds kinda scary and lonely right? Especially for me – I deal with a lot of abandonment issues. To this day I hate being alone. Probably where my daughter gets it from – no wait. thats […]
I remember the first time I heard this. It was after they found the first tumor in my body. I remember thinking – “Everything is praise worthy?” why the heck am I gonna praise God about this for? Thats around the time I started pushing God away. Cause “if God is asking me to praise […]
With the abuse that I received? I grew up as a huge people pleaser. Now I don’t care what people say – it’s not necessarily a bad thing. Okay yeah I heard that too. People pleasing is not a good thing. The only person you should try to please is Jesus. Facts. But I grew […]
Can someone please show me where it says in the Bible to forgive and forget? The Psalms say: As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us. Psalms 103:12 But that’s talking about God forgetting our sins. Yes…. Jesus said to him, “I do not say […]
How Jesus Changed Me 