Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
So well … here it is. I am pretty sure I have POTS. I did the poor man’s tilt table test and it indicates that I have POTS – definitely have a dysautonomic disorder. Now as I told y’all recently my appointment was canceled on me for September. Todays a Saturday and I was gonna […]
By the time y’all read this we would have made a huge decision. It’s about a job and a move. I can’t even think about this … oh wait there’s more. So we’ve been praying for God to show us signs about this and literally sign after sign ? Has been confirming. I’m not saying […]
Y’all … well … you know how I’ve been hinting on something big? Not confirming yet or sharing but dude. God is doing some major confirming on this scary thought. Lord. Oh Lord I don’t even know. Please make this obvious to us. Show us your will Lord please. Open our eyes I don’t want […]
You may be a chronic illness sufferer if your clothes are mismatched and you don’t care. Wai .. Wai .. wait…it’s more like you’re too tired to match. Case in point: Today I took the kids out to hang out, bowl and shop a little on a rainy day. Which I’m quickly realizing is a […]
Just when I think I know … shoo that should’ve been the name of this blog. Y’all I can’t … I just can’t. Just when I think I know what’s happening with my life and where God has us? Yea .. it changes. I’m not saying anything right now because it’s all up in the […]
Well as you read … whenever. My test results came back normal. I was referred to a POTS specialist. I’m so over this. I want answers now. I want to now already what’s been happening. Lord I can’t. And then – just so you know – living the Spoonie life is rough. Why? Cause everyone […]
My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying. We are going through some other stuff – not my place to […]
I swear God has perfect timing. It’s always right when I need it the most. So this week has been hard. We’ve been on vacation … while I’m feeling weak and dizzy and all that jazz. I’ve been ornery, whiny and complaining. Just check my twitter At the beginning of the week, we saw the […]
Through this crappy time, I’ve been learning a lot. Like? It’s all about attitude and your focus isn’t it? Cause if not? You’d be just wallowing in self pity and despair. That’s what I’ve been doing. Just check my twitter. I mean ..: I’m human. What else can I say? Spoonie life is rough and […]
How Jesus Changed Me 