Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
y’all know how I’ve been going through it with this new house right? And how we hoped for something else. And how we are handling it, Well there are other things happening (structural) .. and I’m tired of it. But I’m learning to have faith. faith is something we hope for. Believe that God will […]
I wanna be mad. I am struggling with the thoughts “does God really love me?” I’m struggling with anger but mostly I’m defeated. Well the exterminator is now scheduled for a third time … I have now prepped my house twice to no avail. Twice y’all and? I still wasn’t prepared enough. Had my crying […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
In those times? In those times of absolute fear you need faith. In those times of great fear there needs to be great faith. How? You just do it. You sit there and just do it. Here’s what I mean. I told y’all about my meds situation right? No? Ok I take a major pill. […]
Okay Lord. Let me get this straight. We move into a new house in a new state…sight unseen? Lord I praise you for you are Lord of all and I know I should trust you but dude! This is difficult. A house unseen. How am I supposed to plan? How am I supposed to prepare? […]
So well … here it is. I am pretty sure I have POTS. I did the poor man’s tilt table test and it indicates that I have POTS – definitely have a dysautonomic disorder. Now as I told y’all recently my appointment was canceled on me for September. Todays a Saturday and I was gonna […]
By the time y’all read this we would have made a huge decision. It’s about a job and a move. I can’t even think about this … oh wait there’s more. So we’ve been praying for God to show us signs about this and literally sign after sign ? Has been confirming. I’m not saying […]
Y’all … well … you know how I’ve been hinting on something big? Not confirming yet or sharing but dude. God is doing some major confirming on this scary thought. Lord. Oh Lord I don’t even know. Please make this obvious to us. Show us your will Lord please. Open our eyes I don’t want […]
You may be a chronic illness sufferer if your clothes are mismatched and you don’t care. Wai .. Wai .. wait…it’s more like you’re too tired to match. Case in point: Today I took the kids out to hang out, bowl and shop a little on a rainy day. Which I’m quickly realizing is a […]
Just when I think I know … shoo that should’ve been the name of this blog. Y’all I can’t … I just can’t. Just when I think I know what’s happening with my life and where God has us? Yea .. it changes. I’m not saying anything right now because it’s all up in the […]
How Jesus Changed Me 