Well as you read … whenever. My test results came back normal. I was referred to a POTS specialist. I’m so over this. I want answers now. I want to now already what’s been happening. Lord I can’t. And then – just so you know – living the Spoonie life is rough. Why? Cause everyone […]
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My fears are big
My fears are big but my God is bigger. There’s so much going on y’all I can’t even think sometimes. At this point I am still waiting for my test results of the heart monitor. And yes. I’m still convincing myself I’m dying. We are going through some other stuff – not my place to […]
The right timing
I swear God has perfect timing. It’s always right when I need it the most. So this week has been hard. We’ve been on vacation … while I’m feeling weak and dizzy and all that jazz. I’ve been ornery, whiny and complaining. Just check my twitter At the beginning of the week, we saw the […]
Attitude
Through this crappy time, I’ve been learning a lot. Like? It’s all about attitude and your focus isn’t it? Cause if not? You’d be just wallowing in self pity and despair. That’s what I’ve been doing. Just check my twitter. I mean ..: I’m human. What else can I say? Spoonie life is rough and […]
I’ve just seen Jesus
Ever heard of Sandi Patty or Larnel Harris? Oh boy I hope I spelled that right. Anyways they sang a song together: I’ve just seen Jesus. It’s a beautiful song … click here to listen. My mom used to listen to both these artists regularly growing up – don’t know why she stopped. Anywheyz Real […]
Being weird
I actually hate that word: “weird”. I don’t use it as a bad word in this house – but I do discourage the kids from using it. And? They are using different words to describe someone. I want the kids to understand that being weird applies to ….. animals or something like that. Not people. […]
Let this be a warning fer ya
Y’all … it’s been a week. Dude such a week. One thing piled on another. Let this be a warning fer ya: you don’t know. Just when you think you know? Ha. You don’t. I don’t even know what day this is – I wrote this ahead of time. But I think it’s only Tuesday. […]
Just when
My husband and I have been praying about a certain …. subject? Thought? I dont know. Topic. Lets leave it at that. We’ve been feeling the same thing about it – but have been wondering why God is showing us this. But then? Just when I think I know why – God shows me something […]
Emotional Eaters Anonymous
Hello and welcome to emotional eaters anonymous. Okay … I don’t know how to continue with this. But moving on….remember how I told you that my thyroid levels were finally stabilizing and I was feeling all the feelings? Yeah … this is not fun. Apparently? I’ve been feeling lonely and when I feel lonely? I […]
i just pray
I have depression due to a chemical imbalance in my brain. I have medical depression or as its commonly called: clinical depression. Comments from others have ranged from: “oh I’m sorry” to “I have that too. I just pray” Sigh. When will we learn its not a competition? I was misdiagnosed with bipolar 1 – […]
How Jesus Changed Me 