Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
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Lonely
As a Spoonie? You can’t help but feel incredibly lonely. No one truly understands the pain, the exhaustion, the fact that your life is drastically changing minute by minute. People can feel sorry but no one truly understands and that’s lonely I’m going through a bad flare…or whatever is happening in my body currently. It’s […]
All about genetics
Yeah. All about genetics – what does that even mean? Well in this instance? If means I got the results back from my genetics test back finally. I do not have certain forms of Ehlers Danlos … but I can still have one version. How do I find if I have that? I go see […]
Go getter
I’m a go getter. I see things that need to be done and I get it done. my husband on the other hand? He’s totally laid back. For example? We are looking for a house to move closer to my husbands job. We need more space too. To me? I hear – my husband needs […]
Interesting
Currently I’m at my in-laws but you guys are reading it after the fact. I think. This scheduling thing gets me confused. Anyways, here’s something interesting… You see these stairs? Well when I was an influencer I boasted how these stairs used to aggravate, scare, intimidate me. Because they were too high, caused me pain […]
I hate baseball
Ugh. I hate baseball. No. I loathe…despise…baseball. It infuriates me. In my soul I hate baseball. I am not a big sports fan – I can get into basketball but other sports? My husband is a huge sports fan. And I’m talking all sports. But his true love is baseball. Never misses a game. Lets […]
It’s all about trust
Yes. Yes. I know. My whole blog is all about trust. Well sorry but not sorry. It’s what I’m learning. Sorry for the sass – I’m tired and in pain and I’m nervous. We are traveling tomorrow to locations and timings unknown. No literally unknown. Ok. Maybe not all the locations – I might be […]
I don’t know what to say
I don’t. It’s been a couple of bad pain days – non stop rainy days. My leg is killing me. And the worst part is? The part with the major arthritis doesn’t hurt that much – it’s the muscle pain. That’s the pain that cripples me and leaves me near tears. I don’t know what […]
Talking about that Spoonie life
Yeah here I am talking about that Spoonie life again. Oh well. But bear with me cause I am gonna use that to show you how Jesus changed me. Long story short? It’s been a crappy 3yrs of my body breaking down. Here’s a pic of me during my worst: I used to chronicle my […]
Ay yi yi
I like to write. I find my release in it. No for real, when I’m having a big emotion? I need to write to get everything out or I’m just a big ball of nerves. But here’s the thing – my kids are on summer vacation now (homeschooling) so when do I get the time? […]