I feel so alone. All by myself is definitely my theme song of the day. I’m trying to fight these thoughts of bitterness but here I am all alone sitting here with all this to do And that’s just my room. I have done the kitchen … all by myself. I have done the laundry […]
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Moving
If I did this right today (planning my posts) we are moving into our new house. Oh Lord this whole moving process has been interesting. Back in may (maybe April) the husband and I decided we needed to move out of our area. So we started searching and then hired 2 real estate agents. We […]
I hate this so much y’all
I’m sitting here writing this and I’m frustrated. Why cause even this is tiring me out. Y’all? I hate this so much. I have so much to do with packing this house. I have all these ideas and can I do them? Probably not. I hate this so much. I know God has a plan […]
Little miracles
God has been really powerful through this. Sending little miracles to get us through this time. The change, the move, the illness. God has provided grace and strength. My son has autism right? Typically a child with autism doesn’t do well with change – my son is like that. Well he has been so chill […]
More prayers
Lord here I am with more prayers. This is all overwhelming Lord. The move. My health. Homeschooling the kids. I ask for your grace. Thank you Lord for your peace that you have given us so far. I ask a continual peace about us. I commit this move to you. I thank you that so […]
Quietly
She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]
When God confirms the scary
Y’all … well … you know how I’ve been hinting on something big? Not confirming yet or sharing but dude. God is doing some major confirming on this scary thought. Lord. Oh Lord I don’t even know. Please make this obvious to us. Show us your will Lord please. Open our eyes I don’t want […]
Things are rough here
Things are rough here .. yes. I am currently going through some symptoms that include weakness to the point of collapsing. It’s even gotten as far as passing out. But? I push on. I want to be able to shut out the world and just stay in all day. Especially on a flare day. Shoo […]
Hurry up and wait
I hate the times of “hurry up and wait” … it’s the worst. Y’all know I’ve had a case or 10 of those. Sigh. Well here we go again. My cardiologist appointment? Postponed until my results of the holter monitor thing is done. Okay Lord. Okay. I’ll hurry up and wait…I hate waiting but I […]
Oh. My. Word.
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
How Jesus Changed Me 