Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
She sat quietly in her room staring out the window, sipping a cup of coffee and wondering. Wondering what God had for her. Wondering where they would go. Wondering if she had the strength. Wondering if she had the love. Rest Jessica She lowered her eyes to coffee. On it we’re pictures of her children […]
she looked outside the window in a peaceful silence … knowing the chaos that day would bring. God. I cant do this. She slowly got up and moved about the room getting ready. She sat down on her big easy chair God. I cannot do this. I ask that your Holy Spirit would come upon […]
Okay. Okay. Bear with me as I weave a story of my … sorry bad brain fog moment. What was I saying? …. …. My symptoms! Okay. Okay. Okay. Sorry OCD moment there – I legit still wanna say okay but we are pushing through Okay. Ugh. I’ve been weak, tired, dizzy, then I realized […]
She looked quietly in the mirror. Her scars horrified her. She hated the way they proudly showed themselves off. Look at me! I hurt her when she was told she was fat. No! Look at me! I scarred her when people laughed at her. Nah! It’s me! I’m the most damaging! No one will ever […]
she just looked at him in wonder. “I wonder where he goes in that stare,” she said to her husband. The stare she was referring to was her sons. He would just get into this zone and stare. Nothing would be wrong. Nothing would be off – just the stare. She once asked her son […]
panic settled in. Her heart started fluttering all of a sudden the room was moving too fast the noise was too loud whats wrong? Why am I freaking out? She tried to calm her nerves. Just breathe. Where are you? Are you safe? Is everyone safe? You are okay Her mind started to clear and […]
i dont know if im ready i dont know how to move from this spot i dont know i dont know how to act i dont know You taught me to laugh at myself. You taught me to cook. You taught me how to be a child of God and yet not take crap. I […]
Its been a time – heres the catch up link. And God has been teaching me a lot. But mostly how to call upon the name of the Lord. Like literally this lesson in trust? Is so freaking difficult. I hate it. While of course on the other hand not trusting is worse. But it […]
God knows my heart and growing love for those who don’t believe like me but seriously folks. Seriously tell me where it says in the Bible – politics have a matter on my belief in Jesus Christ dying on the cross for me. Seriously tell me where it says my vaccine status has anything to […]
Its all about the little things right? Those are the things that matter. The little smiles, the words of encouragement. Even something as simple as putting on a movie someone likes. Those little things to remind the person they are loved and encouraged. I love how God does that for us. Quick recap: Ugh. I’m […]
How Jesus Changed Me 