“I want to be a Christian but you don’t know what I’ve done. You don’t know who I am. You just don’t understand that God could never love me.” I have heard that so many times. A lot from myself actually. God could never love me. It was ingrained in me that I was never […]
Tag: Cry out to God
Here comes the real
I remember the first time I tried to kill myself. I was around 11 or 12 (my rebellious years) and I had a bad case of hiccups. I said to myself: “If I don’t stop the hiccups? I’m gonna stab myself.” And I picked up a knife and waited. Seconds went by and it finally […]
Cry out to Jesus
In all the trials in my life one thing I have finally started to realize? If you cry out to Jesus – He will answer you. He will always be there for you. Why? Good question. Let me give you a couple of examples. My daughter and I were driving home from an appointment and […]
I’ve always been a fighter. Well at least in my head. Shoo….I’m a good fighter too yall. I’ve “won” some amazing fights. Okay enough goofing around. Yall know about my abuse so yall know – I am not good at confrontation. Oh so not at all. I even hide from it. Doesnt help when you […]
Y’all. To know me is to know: I’m awkward as anything. Dude no words can describe the awkwardness. For example? almost every single time I have gone to a movie theater? When any movie attendant told me “enjoy your movie” I would always respond with “thanks! You too!” Every. Single. Time. Every time. Once I […]
Are you praising or just being happy?
Are you praising God in your storm? Or are you just supposed to be happy?
Everything is Praise Worthy
I remember the first time I heard this. It was after they found the first tumor in my body. I remember thinking – “Everything is praise worthy?” why the heck am I gonna praise God about this for? Thats around the time I started pushing God away. Cause “if God is asking me to praise […]
What do you do when you’re bored?
What do YOU do when you are bored…or in a moment of peace?
Just a thought for you
Here’s just a small thought for you. A challenge even..
sometimes I like to be just still. No noise. No people…..just me. Not depression. Not anxiety. Well maybe anxiety. You see there are just sometimes when people are just too much for me. And I just hide. Or I lash out. Lashing out seems to be the go to emotion for me. Thats all I’ll […]