Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Had an interesting conversation with my kids that I want to share with you. You .. right there, right now … have a purpose. The enemy wants you to forget that – I forget that a lot. But fight those thoughts. You have a purpose You are important You are loved Don’t ever forget that […]
I think people have this idea about depression. That it’s an all encompassing sadness … a depreciating life. No my friend, depression sucks more than that. No. That’s not even close to what we go through. When I go through a bout? I get an all encompassing emptiness. I feel nothing. I spend most days […]
my friend? I know. I know that feeling of hopelessness. I know the pain. But please know. Please know: I am praying for you. I know and I feel you. I am praying for you. You are not alone and you will get through. There is hope.
i dont sing well … ha. I dont sing well at all. I cant but I like to sing. no. i love to sing. For real. Like I will belt out any song like Celine Dion on opening night at …. wherever she sings. Dude. I love me some crazy Celine (which I say with […]
i’ve been kicked … i’ve been broken … I’ve been through it lately. and im done. I wanna give up. Sit on my couch and watch TV all day. I dont want to do anything. I want to hide. Yeah….i’m going through a depressive episode and it sucks. I’m tired of feeling like this. Questioning […]
So I just went for testing for the hypermobility syndrome. I’ve told very few people and have gotten various responses: “wow” “you don’t have that – my cousins uncles fathers sisters brother has that and you can’t have that. I know what it looks like” “you can’t have that you’re not skinny enough” and i’ve […]
i’m not the perfect one i’m not the funny one i’m not the one with patience i’m not the beloved one i’m not the right one i’m not the one with the great faith i’m not the one with joy what am i? the woman who is tired of these trials. Lord please help me. […]
Dont you dare give up. Dont Dont ever think you are not loved Dont you ever think you are not needed. You are loved by many – more people than I can even think of. But NO one loves you more than God. You are needed in each persons life because right now? Right this […]
Ok. Hot topic time. Anxiety. Lets talk about it. Frankly a lot of people in the church don’t understand mental health. Most assume its demon possession – which is a thing. But its not always the case. Some think its a simple trust thing – which is also a thing. But lets talk about what […]
I get angry a lot. Its my weakness. Driving, arguments, injustice….whatever offense? Here comes the anger. Last night my husband just plain out said: what is your deal? Yeah shining moment. God forgive me. Some sort of $300/hr doctor would tell you that it leads to my past trauma….so on and so on. While I […]
How Jesus Changed Me 