Y’all for years and I am talking years … I was praying about being in a ministry. Then I thought my ministry was in the church. Then i thought my ministry was as an influencer (stop judging) and then and then … you see where I’m going with this? I was always looking to the […]
Tag: devotional blog
He hates you
I have seen an increase in spiritual attacks on families. Specifically in marriages. Oh my friend. Its bad – i have seen marriages that I thought were on solid ground fall desperately a part. Why? For different reasons but the main? Is satan. He hates you. He hates me. He hates all of us. You […]
Seriously
God knows my heart and growing love for those who don’t believe like me but seriously folks. Seriously tell me where it says in the Bible – politics have a matter on my belief in Jesus Christ dying on the cross for me. Seriously tell me where it says my vaccine status has anything to […]
This so sucks
Hypothyroidism sucks. Majorly. Lemme break it down really quick. Your thyroid controls a lot of body parts. from female organs to brain function to digestive…section (ahem) to even muscular function. Oh wait forgot my favorite – joint … function? I dont know how to say that except arthritis sucks. All of this sucks so much. […]
I hate my car
God forgive me but I do. I hate my car. At the time I’m writing this – it’s 14+ years old. It hesitates and chooses when it wants to go. It stops when it wants to – I mean one time a car was oncoming and guess who decided to not work? It makes loud […]
I just cant
Are there some times when you look around and you just cant? Like you literally “i just cant”? No? just me? Alrighty then. But seriously though – going through all these medical problems causes me to take a step back and wonder. Like doing these devotionals and stories – how can i write? am I […]
Whining
y’all…..im a big baby. I whine a lot. IF whining was a sport i think i would win the gold. seriously. I think I talked about this wonderful characteristic of mine. moving on… I am a big whiner. But ya know what I noticed? I aint alone. The kids and I were supposed to go […]
Fight
I’ve always been a fighter. Well at least in my head. Shoo….I’m a good fighter too yall. I’ve “won” some amazing fights. Okay enough goofing around. Yall know about my abuse so yall know – I am not good at confrontation. Oh so not at all. I even hide from it. Doesnt help when you […]
I am loud
Or at least I used to be. Maybe. I’m not sure. Let’s not ask my husband or kids. Growing up I was always told I was loud. “Why are you being loud JESSICA!?” Now? I mumble and speak quietly. Mostly. Again … let’s not ask my husband or kids about that. Moving on. That shaped […]
Being Free
I think people like to use this term freely….I am free. Being free does not mean that we can do whatever we want – it means we don’t feel those compulsions. That we don’t feel those needs to do things to feel complete. Part of my testimony is that I …. well was a true […]