Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
Ever since my thyroid surgery, almost every single morning I’ve woken up and prayed: Lord help me. I just can’t do this. And? He has. No. Not helped me. He has literally been carrying me through this. There have been times where my knees are about to buckle from me about to pass out and […]
I told yall about that David play right? The song that impacted my recent life. Well, this comes from it: “…strength comes from above….to lead us to love….you have a choice…trust in your Shepherd…listen for His word…follow His voice” Man. Yesterday proves it ya know? I have no strength. More and more i am finding […]
So I got the holter monitor on now. I feel like I’m gonna break it or do it wrong – cause that’s just my brain. I feel like nothing is gonna happen and I’m gonna hafta see yet another doctor and get a horrible diagnosis. But I’m learning… Lord I commit this to you. This […]
I swear God has perfect timing. It’s always right when I need it the most. So this week has been hard. We’ve been on vacation … while I’m feeling weak and dizzy and all that jazz. I’ve been ornery, whiny and complaining. Just check my twitter At the beginning of the week, we saw the […]
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
she looked outside the window in a peaceful silence … knowing the chaos that day would bring. God. I cant do this. She slowly got up and moved about the room getting ready. She sat down on her big easy chair God. I cannot do this. I ask that your Holy Spirit would come upon […]
Gotta do a moment and talk about a very brave moment from my daughter. We went on vacation last week (I think…again I post at different times) and we went to a water park. Hold the phone lemme back track. My daughter has sensory issues and hates water on her face. No literally for the […]
Y’all? This knucklehead done did it again. Sigh. When will I learn? I went and looked up my symptoms online. Apparently I’m dying from like 10 different things. Some of which .. actually do run through my family and are common with people who have EDS. Sigh. It’s been a rough time of it. My […]
Dude. Do you have any idea how much this process pisses me off? By process, I mean this time of illness and learning. Ugh. This whole thing pisses me off so much. Having to say no to things cause I physically can’t. Having to have people make plans without me? Not being considered cause I’m […]
So I was impatient about the genetics….geneticist appointment. And I found out what I have waiting for me. Some more waiting. Lemme ‘splain … So I called them and they explained to me that I have to wait until basically November to hear if I get an appointment. If. They have to go through all […]
How Jesus Changed Me 