Ever since my thyroid surgery, almost every single morning I’ve woken up and prayed: Lord help me. I just can’t do this. And? He has. No. Not helped me. He has literally been carrying me through this. There have been times where my knees are about to buckle from me about to pass out and […]
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The right timing
I swear God has perfect timing. It’s always right when I need it the most. So this week has been hard. We’ve been on vacation … while I’m feeling weak and dizzy and all that jazz. I’ve been ornery, whiny and complaining. Just check my twitter At the beginning of the week, we saw the […]
Oh. My. Word.
Y’all just when I think I got a handle on this anxiety? Just when I think I got a handle on trusting the Lord and allowing Him to work? The doubt come big time. Oh. My. Word. So sun up real quick: I’m eating a lot of salt and drinking a lot of water. If […]
Brave
Gotta do a moment and talk about a very brave moment from my daughter. We went on vacation last week (I think…again I post at different times) and we went to a water park. Hold the phone lemme back track. My daughter has sensory issues and hates water on her face. No literally for the […]
So much
There just so much of what I want to say. I’m having a bad flare up due to stress – assuming there. I literally have no idea what is happening to my body right now. I excused myself from dinner cause … well I just didn’t feel right. My back hurt, I’m weak, exhausted, emotionally […]
Well this is interesting
My life. My life is taking an interesting turn. I don’t know where I left y’all (I write these in advance) … but I do not have the vascular version of ehlers danlos. But I need to see a geneticist for the hyper mobile version. Turns out in this state there are only 2 places […]
All about genetics
Yeah. All about genetics – what does that even mean? Well in this instance? If means I got the results back from my genetics test back finally. I do not have certain forms of Ehlers Danlos … but I can still have one version. How do I find if I have that? I go see […]
Interesting
Currently I’m at my in-laws but you guys are reading it after the fact. I think. This scheduling thing gets me confused. Anyways, here’s something interesting… You see these stairs? Well when I was an influencer I boasted how these stairs used to aggravate, scare, intimidate me. Because they were too high, caused me pain […]
Talking about that Spoonie life
Yeah here I am talking about that Spoonie life again. Oh well. But bear with me cause I am gonna use that to show you how Jesus changed me. Long story short? It’s been a crappy 3yrs of my body breaking down. Here’s a pic of me during my worst: I used to chronicle my […]
Attitude
Through this crappy time, I’ve been learning a lot. Like? It’s all about attitude and your focus isn’t it? Cause if not? You’d be just wallowing in self pity and despair. That’s what I’ve been doing. Just check my twitter. I mean ..: I’m human. What else can I say? Spoonie life is rough and […]