Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
The other day I talked about a trial we are going through – it has to deal with others so I’m gonna be vague – but it’s a low blow. It’s actually a couple of difficult, different things. And each? Makes me so frustrated. Hey I said I shouldn’t complain – never said I wouldn’t. […]
In other “what is happening now” news, my vacuum? Almost set fire … well we think it might have. Hold on… We were out and came back home and smelled something weird. Walking around we couldn’t find the source My husband and kids were searching and I was about to go upstairs and give up […]
I’m sitting here waiting for the exterminator. Yes! It’s finally here, but I’m sitting here surrounded by my stuff and still freaking out. I’ve had more peace about it tho … I finally got my focus off the exterminator and realized the power of God. I realized I was focusing on the exterminator rescuing me. […]
My mom and I were talking this morning and she reminded me of this verse: But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. Job 2:10 God […]
Once I get my water in? I’m always cold. Always. You would think that was great during this heat wave. You would be wrong Like the other day? It was 100 here – during the big heat wave. Well I felt nothing. In fact, it felt quite nice to me. That’s where the problem lies. […]
Insert heavy sigh here folks. I am tired. I am tired of all this. I’m struggling. I am tired of being in pain. I am tired of being tired. I’m tired of the random stomach issues. I am tired of the disbelief. I am tired of feeling alone. I am tired of doing this. I […]
I like sharing with you how Jesus changed me through all aspects of my life and i’m gonna start sharing the aspects of how Jesus is changed me through my health journey. First? I have always been the chunky girl. I found a good weight and met this cutie. he knocked my socks off. I […]
y’all my heart hurts. oh my word. it hurts so much. someone i know died by suicide. the pain they felt must’ve been so unimaginable. its a pain i am familiar with but each person’s story is different. my heart hurts to think of the loneliness. the fear. the doubt. the anger. all the emotions. […]
she shook her head. NO. Not again. the dark threatened to overtake her. NO. She kept cleaning her house. She had been keeping the dark at bay but today? It creeped ever so closer to her. NO you are stupid NO you are fat No you are not worthy of love Tears fell down her […]
Ever have a day where you just have one major fail after major fail after major fail after major fail? Was that enough fails for the day? Well my day is not over – so apparently not. I seriously just cant even deal right now. The enemy is attacking over and over and i am […]
How Jesus Changed Me 