Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
so im a new dose of my thyroid meds. Been on it a couple of weeks and now im starting to feel the effects. Im not as tired – i can get through the day without 14 cups of coffee. My weight is stable. And so on. But im dealing with my grandma. Im dealing […]
Just a little side note for y’all who don’t understand mental pain. Sometimes … no all the times we want a kind word. Sometimes we want a hug. All the times we need prayer. Don’t be afraid to reach out to someone who is hurting. Believe me – if all you’re offering is love, hugs […]
I sit here in the midst of a panic attack and all I want to do is scream. All I want to do is throw stuff and yell and….okay. I’m out of metaphors…similes….whatever theyre called. But instead of doing those things. I trust in Jesus. easy right? try that again. I trust in Jesus. My […]
Lord……yea im admitting it. Im mad. But seriously? Why? why do I hafta go through this? Forgive me Lord but I dont want to go through this. I want to be healthy for my family. I want to not be in pain. I want to be that mom for my kids. I hate being out […]
Its been a time – heres the catch up link. And God has been teaching me a lot. But mostly how to call upon the name of the Lord. Like literally this lesson in trust? Is so freaking difficult. I hate it. While of course on the other hand not trusting is worse. But it […]
I am a spoonie. What does that mean? Well, its a term meaning someone who suffers from a chronic illness. I suffer from several. Doesnt matter what or whatever but what matters is how God uses it right? Well, as someone who is going through it? I never see an end. I remember the first […]
Its all about the little things right? Those are the things that matter. The little smiles, the words of encouragement. Even something as simple as putting on a movie someone likes. Those little things to remind the person they are loved and encouraged. I love how God does that for us. Quick recap: Ugh. I’m […]
I love watching God work. Its awesome. have you ever just sat back and looked at Him work? Like for real .. its awesome. Okay I know – enough of the 12 year old description. Well too bad. Its true. There is no other word to describe how Awesome God is. I have many examples […]
I am different. Y’all…..I dance to the beat of my own drum. I am the pink Star Wars chick. Now? I 10000% love being different. Wasn’t always that way. I shared with y’all how I am neurodivergent – how life was hard … and so on. But I haven’t shared how my “friends” treated me. […]
I remember the first time I tried to kill myself. I was around 11 or 12 (my rebellious years) and I had a bad case of hiccups. I said to myself: “If I don’t stop the hiccups? I’m gonna stab myself.” And I picked up a knife and waited. Seconds went by and it finally […]
How Jesus Changed Me 