I am a broken person. Like for real folks. I make mistakes. I get angry. I am impatient. I have been hurt so many times and by so many people – i deal a lot with bitterness. I do things without love (see 1 Corinthians 13) and I begrudgingly….wait isn’t that bitterness? Anyways. I felt […]
Tag: Gods calling in your life
Well I did NOT see that coming
Lately I’ve been going through it – as we know. Well the past week God has been showing me more and more about forgiveness. Well, since I’m such a perfect Christian and all….i did not see this coming. That it was a message for someone else and not me (insert a huge amount of sarcasm […]
you ever
you ever notice how busy you are? No I’m being serious. You ever sit there and think: “let me go read the bible” and get sidetracked by 50 million things? Or think about starting a devotional and get side tracked by all the house work that needs to be done? Or think “let me listen […]
I used to
I used to be a fitness influencer – i know. It was …. i didnt feel like me the entire time. I was all positive and all that and would share certain things…but God has clearly called me for ministry. I did not and do not feel comfortable asking people for money for anything. I […]
I just cant
Are there some times when you look around and you just cant? Like you literally “i just cant”? No? just me? Alrighty then. But seriously though – going through all these medical problems causes me to take a step back and wonder. Like doing these devotionals and stories – how can i write? am I […]
I can run faster than you
I love my mother to pieces and I am so grateful God for putt her in my life – or should I say I’m in her life? She has taught me so many great things. She has been such a godly example of what a woman of God should be like. I pray that one […]
Scared
So my healing process has been hampered – cause Ive been scared to move. No seriously. My neck has been slowly but surely swelling to the point that I was feeling a choking sensation. I called the doctor and he said as long as I am not choking? It was normal. But it kept getting […]
Sometimes…
Sometimes I find it hard to understand what God wants me to do. Like this ministry. I started it cause God has put a call to my heart to do this since before my son was born. I just ignored it. Nah. I cant say that – I tried for a while. But I was […]