Talking about my life and how God used every instance in my life to draw closer to Him
I hate that word: normal. I’m getting test after test coming back normal. Sigh. I hate this. God forgive me but I hate this so much. I’ve been taking the supplements and I’m noticing a difference. My hand was dark black from terrible eczema. My hand is clearing up… My blood pressure has stabilized. Previously, […]
So here we are again .:. Some of my tests results are coming back … normal. So yeah. Here we go again. Lord I’m tired .. I’m weak .. I just want help. Please God help me. I know you are the only one who can. Please heal me Lord. I commit my life to […]
So my heart rate hit 135 .. while I was sleeping. My exhaustion level is at ridiculous levels. I have a couple more days left to see the pots doctor. I’m not gonna lie and say I’m not scared – cause I am. But I trust you Lord.
I go through my moments .. especially since getting sick: “oh my life is horrible” .. “poor me” .. “no one understands”. And so on. I recently went through that. It’s hard living this Spoonie life. Makes ya wanna feel sorry for yourself and push out life. Y’all I have been so tired lately I […]
I’m done. My eyebrow? I mean .:. This is just not fair. Take a look for yourself at the continuing issue… Now I’m losing hair in the middle of my eyebrow. My daughter says I look cool .. sigh. I’m tired of my weird body. Lord please grant me wisdom on how to deal with […]
My husband is injured – possibly needs surgery. I have ehlers danlos and of course dislocated my knee (from sitting too long) … injuries suck. The best part? We need to move out before the end of March … My heart rate is still crazy – the palpitations have lessened so much but my rate […]
So…here’s an update: my heart rate is so weird my watch can’t keep track correctly. I can’t stomach plain salt shots anymore – so I have to eat rice again. My nose is so congested after I eat and my eczema is bad again. Oh yeah and? My husband is injured. Lord I know .. […]
So, y’all remember how I added more salt to my diet? Well .. I have been adding more salt but the other day I got sick from the pickles and I didn’t add extra salt (I was too sick). Oh goodness I better not do that again…hold up. Lemme explain better. So it’s been about […]
Well…I finally got a blood pressure machine. I’ve only been keeping track of my heart rate. I had been reading more and more about POTS and noticing my feet were getting swollen frequently. So I got one. Well this is … new huh? Oh wait this gets better .. notice my pulse? Yeah. If my […]
Wanted to give an update on my doctors appointment. I canceled it. I’m done with dealing with doctors who don’t know anything about what I’m going through. I finally got added to the Georgia dysautonomia group and found a couple of doctors in my area that can help. There’s a doctor who specializes in POTS, […]
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