Doesn’t even begin

I don’t even know how to ..: this doesn’t even begin ..:. Lord help! Lord I can’t. This is too much. This is scary. Beyond frustrating. I hate this so much But I know you have a plan. So I put my hope in you. Please heal me of these illnesses. But I ask most […]


I’ve been having interesting dreams and want to share. I will leave to you what they mean .. God has really been placing this on my heart and I want to share. It was just after my grandmothers funeral, we were in her apartment, gathering her stuff. she used to live in an old apartment […]


I’m a planner .:. I plan out every aspect of everything. planning helps me – keep control I guess. I planned on running a marathon – but POTS changed that. I planned on losing a bunch of weight – but MCAS is making that harder and harder. Makes me frustrated and feeling defeated A lot […]